timothy1

This weekend I am going to get some ink work on my groin... ugh. Don't know how much time I'll be able to endure. We'll see. The plan is to eventually tattoo my scrotum and shaft up to the head solid black. The head will not be tattooed but will have its 00 ring... how heavy duty is that?? I'll also begin designing massive 2 snakes that will come over my shoulders with heads poised to strike on the top of my chest. Everything balanced and semetrical... I'm obsessed with it.
Occaissionaly I worry about painting myself (literally with all this black ink) into a corner. With every passing month I become more and more the "freak". I don't know where the desire comes from. I had a great childhood. I have incredible parents who are still married and in love after 36 years. I have a few very good and secure friends. Life is good.
I just have this sense of being a painted warrior. Covered and enslaved by my muscle and armor. This covers a soft heart and a smile... Can't you see it?