Life sucks ass right now. The man and a girl I considered to be one of, it not my best friend, disappointed and hurt me last night. No, they didn't hook up, but my heart hurts. The two people in my life I am closest to right now, seriously, you cannot fucking trust anyone anymore. I need to learn to be selfish.
Also, my car is fucked and my friend James is supposed to help me change my brakes and rotors today (I don't have the tools) but he has yet to call me. This sucks because I will have no way to get to work tomorrow.
Is it totally ridiculous that all I can think about right now is running away?
What the fuck. You all need to tell me about your member name. Mine is not my real name, it is Italian for "fear". I think fear is one of the main motivators in life. We choose a mate and maybe to have children because we fear being alone. We choose a career because we fear not being able to support ourselves, family. Etc, etc, etc. This may not apply to everyone but I am really fucking pessimistic now.
Edit- Called the man and offered him money to fix my car. He fixed it, voided my check, then acted pissed saying he had done nothing wrong last night. Fuck it, at least my car is fixed. My Dad has hip replacement surgery tomorrow. Send good thoughts this way for him.
Also, my car is fucked and my friend James is supposed to help me change my brakes and rotors today (I don't have the tools) but he has yet to call me. This sucks because I will have no way to get to work tomorrow.
Is it totally ridiculous that all I can think about right now is running away?
What the fuck. You all need to tell me about your member name. Mine is not my real name, it is Italian for "fear". I think fear is one of the main motivators in life. We choose a mate and maybe to have children because we fear being alone. We choose a career because we fear not being able to support ourselves, family. Etc, etc, etc. This may not apply to everyone but I am really fucking pessimistic now.
Edit- Called the man and offered him money to fix my car. He fixed it, voided my check, then acted pissed saying he had done nothing wrong last night. Fuck it, at least my car is fixed. My Dad has hip replacement surgery tomorrow. Send good thoughts this way for him.
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my geigh member name is from a postmodern narrative technique where the reader is led to a conclusion which is never explicitly stated and the narrator can be assumed not to have understood. and at the time i opened the account i opened it for asshole face to be able to look at more pics instead of looking at the free tour 12 times a day and i felt like i didnt get why he had to look at all the time and he would never admit to himself or to me how important porn was to him so i had to make a delusional 3rd person conclusion and buy the account. do i overthink everything? why, yes. yes, i do.
hope youre ok pretty girl.