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Today sucked. I actually woke up early and did shit. Geez, how the hell did I become so lazy and whiny so fast? I used to be busy all day and I loved it.

Drove to Milledgeville to see a doctor, who referred me to another doctor because I have low iron, fuck it, I'm a vegetarian, I'm allowed to have low iron. Had lunch with an old roomie. Anyone else out there have a friend you feel weird about being around because no matter how hot you feel, looking at them you feel ugly? She is so pretty. I don't envy her (well maybe her body) b/c she kinda looks like everyone else, but still, that childish insecurity coming out.

Tomorrow is my sisters' b-day (they are twins). I gave em their gifts tonight. I love giving people presents. It felt weird though because on my b-day (my 21st) they nor my brother even came to see me (all live maybe 5 mins away). I don't like getting gifts, but a visit is nice, you know?

I'm gonna shut the fuck up now because I sound SOOO whiny I want to punch myself.