timmayj

I just got back visiting Absinthe.

It was great, but now that its gone I have this feeling like I can never be happy again. Im sure it will get better.

I also got a really sore throat and I cant open my mouth all the way without hurting my jaw. Maybe my wisdom tooth is infected or something. Life is really starting to suck....
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your words come out slowly
passed over a phone
youll say that your lonely
Im the one alone

I already knew your
point of contention
I already knew your
twisted obsession

Wont you throw it all away?
Because your throwing me away.

I thought we were something
but you didnt care
my heart means nothing
Its too much to bear

Your thoughts are uncensored
Your...
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Moving into a new house; score, turbo, bonus

I dumped you again
I don't understand
It's happened before
can't take it no more

These foolish games
Always end up in confusion
I'll take you back
Just to leave you once again

I died in my dreams
What's that supposed to mean?
Got lost in the fire
I died in my dreams
reaching out for your hand
My fatal desire

I've failed you again...
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People change so drastically

Now Im sitting here like a little kid losing all his friends, Im still the same as before.

She's an extraordinary girl,
In an ordinary world,
And she can't seem to get away

He lacks the courage in his mind,
Like a child left behind,
Like a pet left in the rain

She's all alone again,
Wiping the tears from her eyes

Somedays he feels like dying,
She gets so sick of crying

She sees the mirror of herself,
An image she wants...
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I walk a lonely road,
The only one that I have ever known,
Don't know where it goes,
But it's home to me and I walk alone,
I walk this empty street,
On the blvd. of broken dreams,
Where the city sleeps,
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me,
My shallow heart's the only...
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Exhausting preparation is nothing compared to impending doom.

I am trying so hard not to
fall short of what you want
But I just cant disregard
this world is clouded with thought

Im doing the best that I can to be
to be everything for you
but I just dont understand
how you can feel the way you do

Youve got this beautiful misconception
like I am somebody wonderful
Youve got this beautiful...
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