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skull
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Internet erotica both sickens me and saddens me. I hate all there is about this kind of system and what it stands for. I cant be on this website any more.
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When the house was standing,
You'd never have believed it,
When the house was standing,
You'd never have believed...
The bricks and mortar have all given way,
At first, they resisted, but then they began to sway.


How can you say, Forever is at your command?
How can you say, The future is in the palm, in the palm of your hand?


When the house...
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A brush with death; A question why?
absinthe:
i'd rather see you be a space cadet than a space monkey! kiss I hope you're feeling better after your 'brush.' surreal
alohra:
Learn to drive in the rain.
No, but seriously, I'm glad that you're ok. Scary shit. How's your neck? Want to be friends?
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Well, you're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I wanna go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will

Could it be that everything goes 'round by chance?
Or only one way that it was always meant to be
You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say
I...
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absinthe:
hey there, nice to have you back on the land of the internet ! kiss
absinthe:
kiss kiss kiss
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Oregon.

I live there now. Its a little hard to not know anyone at all. Even the biggest losers in highschool had friends.
marigold:
that's part of the charm of moving: the chance to reinvent yourself if you please and to start anew with no friends or enemies.
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Some news just blows.

The college I was applying to just cancelled the program I was going to take, money runs out fast, and sick kids give up too easy. Nothing seems to work out these days; lametarded.
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marigold:
blackeyed ugh, that kills. i'm sorry.
alohra:
Welcome to P-town. Hope your move is going well.
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As I was walking through a life one morning
the sun was out, the air was warm, but
Oh, I was cold
And though I must have looked a half a person,
to tell the tale, in my own version,
It was only then that I felt whole

But do you believe in something beautiful?
Then get up and be it

Fighting for the smallest...
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From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I've forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won't escape me
But why should I care

There's a place so dark you can't see the end
(Skies cock back) and shock that which can't defend
The rain then sends dripping...
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absinthe:
check your email please ...
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Moving out

of the illustrious Pita House. I was asked why I was moving out after smoking 4 bowls to my dome and 4 more with other people.

Since Ive moved into this house

I cant eat anything
Im sick all the time
I do drugs
I dropped out of school
and I quit my job
Its always filthy here and I dont think its...
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absinthe:
sounds like a valid argument ! kiss Im proud of you for wanting to do school and work. And I cant wait to be a good thing for you ! kiss kiss
marigold:
congratulations! good luck with your new direction.
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I just got back visiting Absinthe.

It was great, but now that its gone I have this feeling like I can never be happy again. Im sure it will get better.

I also got a really sore throat and I cant open my mouth all the way without hurting my jaw. Maybe my wisdom tooth is infected or something. Life is really starting to suck....
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absinthe:
♥ ♥

[Edited on Feb 04, 2005 12:06AM]
marigold:
welcome back! thanks for posting to me; it's enough to know that people care enough to say anything at all to another stranger on the internet.
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your words come out slowly
passed over a phone
youll say that your lonely
Im the one alone

I already knew your
point of contention
I already knew your
twisted obsession

Wont you throw it all away?
Because your throwing me away.

I thought we were something
but you didnt care
my heart means nothing
Its too much to bear

Your thoughts are uncensored
Your...
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