Thursday Mar 12, 2009

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Wat a week wat a week a mother fucker of a week ..

The last couple of days i have been emotionally fucked , It's just so hard to think postive this week everything that is in my head is neagative negative stupid bullshit and i try so hard to turn it around but up pops another stupid negative . Like i've been questioning everything and just feeling like wats the fucking point ..

Lots of negative energy has been flowing through the family house too my mother is unemployed and can be a nightmare when she's home . Her and dad argue about stupid shit and then emotinally goes over the edge and then i have to pull her outta that black hole which normally i don't mind but right now i emotional are trying to hold it together to just trying not to make it worse ..

My step mother is back in hosiptal she have very agressive M.S. and has broken her leg which which mean lots of hospital time ..

A close family friend passed away today but it's a postive because she was very frail and it was her time, Funeral on Monday ..

So that's enough of the negative shit now good stuff is that i have been doing a cuting course to get my basics up to scratch and bulid up my confidense but up that bitch took from me and i think it's working . I know that i have to believe in myself a little more and everyone else will follow . Atleast i will feel ready for my job interview on Monday ..

So universe i'm putting out there to u i'm ready

for my perfect job to come along ..

for the money to flow

for the my confidense to come find me again i know ur around he he

So watch out that next blog will filled with awesome exciting news smile
valkyrie:
Well, my issue is that I DON'T really want the colour to be locked into my hair, because I want it to be easy to get rid of when I decide enough is enough. blush (I've never done anything this drastic with my hair colour before.) 'Cause keeping it fresh with some colour in my shampoo I can do, but I don't know if I want to if it's gonna be a pain to get out in a few months time just because all the "layers" of colour have absorbed into my hair and won't come out (that's what happened last time when I used black semi-permanent toner).

Where can I get hold of Rusk colour? Is it the same kind of thing as fudge, like a taint rather than a dye?

I've actually heard that for the fudge to have the best effect you should keep it in overnight. My only problem with this is, how do you make sure it doesn't stain your skin if it's on that long ('cause you're bound to get some smudging on your forehead or your ears - that can't look pretty!)?

I'm in Brisbane! smile Whereabouts are you?

I'm really sorry to hear about your friend who passed away.

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