and so now i sit at home like a loser...what did i do so far today...? uhm, i went to work...cut some hairs....came home and on thw ay bought meself some ciggies...they are really bad for you and i'd like to think i don't smoke too much but realistically, smoking at all is too much...it's nervous habit....i do it when over stimulated....cus it drowns out my brain....like...if i'm at a loud rock show...gotta smoke....if i'm to hungry to eat cus my tummy hurts....gotta smoke...if i run into not one buy two ex-boyfrinds at the same time (they werehanging out together)....gotta gotta gotta smoke...OMG i freakin' can't stand that boy...DAN...aka SULLY...and his asstard fat friend Charlie (both of whom i fully admit i dated,but i was like fifteen and din't fuck either of them, so it doesn't count...right?)...anyways....bleh...so in case it wasn't clear, last night was a total bummer when i went to the silver diner...but it's usually more fun...i swear...grr! anyways...i'm going to the silver diner tonight and i think my boy toy will have time to do me...that'll be good...i went too long...like OMG a whole freaking week without sex...drive me crazy! anyways...yeh...yeh...yeh....i'm off to change my clothes...take a nice cold shower....and then i'm out the door to the dner....the one by springfield mall...it's the only place to see and be seen...hahha.....not really tho...it kinda sux...but the waitstaff hooks me up...bleh...again i am rambling...what's up with that?...love you all....byeness...chris!
