I wake up this morning. I read a message from Barry:
Dont worry I want tell anyone. 
I write back:
Thanks that means a lot to me. 
I think for about minute or two I then write back:
Hey Barry,
I would not mind if you told. I dont want you to be protecting me, I am the one who was in the...
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Still nothing. I have waited 3 days since her return, or what I think is when she should have returned.
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Barry writes back:
Til,
You know there is one thing you could do. I gave this advice to a friend of mine once. You could send a bouquet of flowers to this girl at her work. Then you give a note with...
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Okay, still nothing from Carrie
To keep my sanity, I message Barry again:
Hey Barry,
Anything good happening at the theatre this week?
Later
Til
I get a reply:
Til,
Yeah, there is still the documentary playing this week.
B
I feel so messed up
I message Barry, because he is the only guy who hasnt turned his back on me.
Hey Barry,...
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LOL Isnt there a song about me.... sunthing about 'she's a bad girl....' but it's not my fault!!! really!! I've just had really awesum luck with girls hitting on me lately... so I may as well go along with it....wouldnt you?!! 
Bad grammer!
Still nothing. Hmmm It has only been one day Be patient
Only a few more days of this studying business hehe
I'm sorry i dont follow your journal too well. But its probably for the best, i dont give good advice.
I like replying to your comments more
Okay, today is the day. I suspect that Carrie will come back today. She will be back for her birthday weekend this weekend. I dont know for sure, I have no way of knowing for sure. Well there is way, but I will not go unless I have permission Or if I am desperate.
Just another day for work, even though it is Saturday. Alone again in the office. Nothing much else to do but work. Work and wait, work and wait.
very boring....
The wait continues
I wake up this morning and find that Barry has messaged me back. It is good to know that somebody will still talk to me.
Barry writes:
Hey,
There is a documentary opening up this weekend about the farming industry and genetic engineering. It should be a good one. Dont go on Friday night because it is always really busy. Come to a...
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And hi
I am going out of my mind here. I want to talk to somebody, anybody but I don't want to burden others with my current problem...
I go onto the dating site. I see that Teri and Barry are both online right now. What a coincidence.
I send a message to Teri:
Hey Teri,
I havent heard anything from you in a while....
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I call my realtor Clyde again today. I have set up a time to go see some homes this week. Just to get a taste of what is out there, to see what I want in a house.
I sort of feel bad about doing this. I promised Carrie I would go do this with her. She asked me a couple of months...
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hope you are ok too!!