What you are experiencing is a view of the past, it is not happening as we speak. This is a story I must tell, there is nothing that can be said that will change the outcome of the story. To see the story from the start go here.
And remember, don't leave comments about the story until it is finsihed. It will be finished when the words "THE END" show up. Then you can tell me what I did wrong and the prevention for my failure.
Thank you!
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Nov 9
I finally get an email back from her:
Til,
I cant even finish this letter right now.
I am leaving for a funeral tomorrow in Baltimore. I will respond to this and everything else when I get back. Until then, give me space, please.
Carrie
I am a biggest jackass alive. How can I do that? Someone very important to Carrie just passed away. I know this because she I leaving the country to go to a funeral. How could I do that to her, when she probably doesnt need more people leaving her life? I should get my ass kicked for this
Now I cant even apologize for what I did. I have to give her space. I dont know when she is going to return I will wait for her return, then maybe I can be less scared and confused. Okay, I will assume she is coming home on Sunday
I cried myself to sleep this night
