I think sometime time around thursday I unknowingly took on a personal challenge.I must have wanted to see how much stress and BS I could endure while at the same time stay with a clear head.
Just a little taste.Boring bitchy rant ahead.
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I agrred to some OT that robbed me of sleep on friday.My job has gotten alittle more of a pain with the new boss.The thing is no one in the shop likes the guy and im pretty sure he knows it but acts like it isnt so.He stares at everyone.Jake and I more so cause hes our supervisor.But really stop glaring at us we know how to look/stay busy.Also ive trained everyone who has come through my department since I started.This in my opinion means I know my shit.I know how things work and how they should be.However im pretty sure hes intimidated by me.He never comes to me to tell me whats going on (it is his job) instead he goes to Jake.Whose too nice of a guy to say anything to him.As to where im the one to tell him his ideas wont work and that when somethings not my job its not getting done by me without a transfer.So anyway instead of an easy saturday I got loaded with dumb ideas and a bit of a arguement as to what hes allowed to do and not do when it comes to next weeks shutdown work without us in our department.Just stress.
Also My mom went on vacation, which she really needs, but this means my dad has way too much free time and is pretty lonely so he decides it time for father son bonding in the from of basically reworking two houses.Its now to the point where the only outlet i have is the gym.I have a feeling once he retires he not going to have enough to keep him happy and busy so I think for a gift im going to get him a brokedown ratrod to work on and fix up.Yeah he'll still bitch about the problems it has and the work.But he will stay busy and secretly happy.
Last night I was supposed to go out with a girl from work for her birthday bar hopping.But 1.She was going to a bar I cant stand for most the night and 2.We friendly flirt at work but some time saturday I think a line was crossed and she was expecting something else. 3. I would not date or sleep with anyone form my job there enough shit that goes around without adding these bits of crap.So I stayed home first and chatted with someone who ive been talking to about everynight which is awsome conversation about nothing and everything.Anyways I got hungry, didnt want the normal Taco Bell, went to dennys ran into some old friends ended up staying later than I wanted.Around 2:30 who walks into dennys upset but said girl.After I talked her for a bit she had no ride and was really drunk.Being a complete gentleman I told her she could crash at my place since her house was 20 mins away and cops are rampid.So there was more bs stress I didnt need.
Now today, which I normally look forward to sundays cause thats my softball and beer day, its rainy out so probibly no game, and for some reason I just feel really down and angry about something but I dont know what.I dont really have a reason to be pissed at anyone or anything.Just dont feel good.Maybe I didnt get enough sleep since I woke up early for breakfast with pops.But thats not it.I dont know maybe I need a energy pill and hit the gym for a bit or something.Oh well enough bitching.In a few days I get to relax and kick back for the first time in about 4 years.
By the time I typed this I fund out theres no game today.So now its going to be a longer day than expected.
Hope everyone is doing good.
And I did have fun
thank you!