tigress

Thanks for the kind words and positive vibes but I was really reluctant to put my feelings out there because I didn't want to come off as whining. (but someone did think that I was being whiney )
I am pissed about that. I'm not a whiney person.... uggghhhh
Someone I know, someone I spoke to every fucking day was in an accident and died. so fuck you. I will whine until my heart can't take that shit anymore.
I will emphasize how and what I feel until your head explodes from emotion overload.
Death is not a light matter so I won't sit here and pretend that it is. I won't sit here and lie to the world and myself about how I feel. If it's too much for you to handle it don't comment. turn the other way and pretend you never read this. or go suck a dick.

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SOOOOOO......................... I need a tan!!!! fuck skin cancer!

I need a new hair color. I hate black. it's so boring. blah. I once had skittle colored hair. it was red blue and purple. taste the rainbow. but then I had to wear wigs to work

I bought a hot pink bikini and no I'm not taking pics for you i know that's what you were about to say.

I'm actually feeling a little better. I won't be a 100% for a while but I don't have to be down all the time either....life has to move forward.

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Time to edit the friendlist now chop chop chop!