tigress

UpDate NUMERO DOS Today

All day there has been a feeling of edginess. Like i might break like glass or explode like a fucking fireball.
Days like this there is always a trigger to set me off. No matter how lightly i try to tread or how peaceful I try to keep my innerself there is something..intuition maybe? telling me that at any moment the bridge will break and I will fall into troubled waters. But for once I was wrong. Being wrong at the right moments rocks.
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MINI RANT: A COWARD'S TAUNT:

I hate a fucking coward! grow a backbone! Show some fucking strength! Don't resort to pettiness and mediocre insults or backhanded comments (on my journal no less.) Ignore my calls and emails but come here and harass me????What the fuck is that??? Please, someone enlighten me!
If you're going to ignore me then so be it but don't fucking post here where you're "safe". I didn't want to write this but it's been bothering me.
If You can't stand up to me don't sit down and hide behind a screen and insult me.
oh well....that's the way shit is.
you can't have the strong without the weak.
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The smilies are mad at me for not showing them any love at the moment.
I'm notorious for having such a colorful journal. filled with this and this and this skittle dude or his cousin
ha!

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All better now that I vented. I thank you for reading and you if you understand where I'm coming from.
Most times I feel disconnected from people in general. Always in my own zone, doing my own thing. But since I've been on here my views have changed and my perspective a lot less skeptical. and that means a shitload to me.
and that's my sweet moment for the month. and :hug:
they should have and emoticon for hugs. kissies and hugs go hand in hand don't they?
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mmmmmmmmmmmm grapes