tigress

I'll be gone for a few days so I'll leave you with some random thoughts again..
First I wanna say thanks to those who took the time to write me something about my low mood! you have no idea how much that stuff makes me smile!!! and I'm very appreciative and grateful to be able to vent and get other points of views or just feedback in general...

Right now I feel:
A little tired, uncertain, but more hopeful and positive than i've been all week..
This morning I woke up super early, heart palpitating at an alarming rate and i can't remember what I dreamt about but I just felt like I had to listen to music! That's when I realized that I need new music
I took a nice hot shower for about an hour and a half. The landlord's already complaining about the over use of water but do I care right now? no! It's really the only time my head is clear and I can really focus and think about life. The water just sets me free...it's a beautiful thang! I turn off the lights and light some candles and it is really the only time I'm relaxed. I've been a little high strung lately and think I need some relaxation skills.
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I'm the worst planner in the world....I'm so accustomed to living in the now that I have no idea how to plan . I mean really!!!!! I just become a nervous anxious wreck and just end up putting everything off till the very last minute....bleh!
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I love kisses. I love to kiss and watch other people kiss. I think they're sensuous and it's a sure way to set me on fire!
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I feel like I could write forever today. Does that mean I feel "write-ative"?
I'll be back sometime around the weekend to check on my lovelies

*EDIT*
PS. I almost forgot...Tomorrow!!!! I have what's called a "date"!!!! Wish me luck yo! lots of luck! I mean a whole truckload! yeah.....

ok ...I'm outta here!