i fucking hate this site !!!!! i hate all the ugly fucking girls that get chosen for this fucking ugly girl site! honestly, my friends asked me why i even did this shit because i'm too pretty for it. said "aren't suicide girls just a bunch of pale gaming losers? you're already a model and you can get work doing way better things" (actual quote)...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
wow, yesterdays blog...a bit, shall i say, resoundingly cynical. sorry about that. i feel bad for generalizing men. i mean, i'm not saying 99% of you aren't drooling hounds, but i am sorry to the 1% that isn't ,and let me say i'm sorry to the one i singled out. i may have freaked out a bit prematurely. you are an amazing man, and i...
Read More
Read More
bromopar:
Drop me a line! My yahoo id is my page.
raziel666:
I took on offence to anything you the right to the way you feel.I did send a message to you on facebook.HAve a greatr day.
i hate having to make difficult decisions of whether i want someone in my life or not. when on the surface and in their flowery words everything seems perfect, there is usually a truth somewhere deep down that doesn't quite match up.
it seems that the men in my life, hell who am i kidding, men i general, are so good at telling you how...
Read More
it seems that the men in my life, hell who am i kidding, men i general, are so good at telling you how...
Read More
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
jimmyaro:
I hope everything works out for you!
keeperdesign:
Tiggre, arrgh... are you on fb or anywhere else so I can keep in touch?
okay, so i suppose i'm over the mj thing. it was just such a shock. now i can be over the grief, and be happy for him and have so much fun whenever i hear his songs....
sooo... guess what i got?... a job!!! i went in for my first interview in forever yesterday and got hired right away. pretty cool. it's at a cute,...
Read More
sooo... guess what i got?... a job!!! i went in for my first interview in forever yesterday and got hired right away. pretty cool. it's at a cute,...
Read More
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
antihero43:
absolutely talking about you. But umm i deleted the pics off the computer, soo i guess ill just have to take new ones if you ever ask lol
benevolentem:
Congrats on the new job and upcoming commercials. Glad it's coming together. I can't wait for your next set. You are a beautiful girl. Did you ever figure out the author to that book?
I can't believe my reaction to michael jackson's death. clearly, we all have things going on in our lives that make it rough and. well, that make it life, but this came out of the blue.
i don't care how alternative anyone claims to be, he had an effect on all of our lives. since i was born, 1984, its weird, my profile says 86,...
Read More
i don't care how alternative anyone claims to be, he had an effect on all of our lives. since i was born, 1984, its weird, my profile says 86,...
Read More
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
benevolentem:
You know if I had that power, I would zap you some food. Ha. What's the new word? Any restaurant jobs yet?
llcooln872:
Even when it wasn't cool to like him, everyone still did. They just wouldn't admit it.
so... i'm back visiting san diego. i get some work down here so i keep having to come back all the time. not that i don't like san diego, it would just be nice to get some work where i live. lol. but i'm making the most of it. seeing some friends, enjoying the sunshine and paying some bills. its such a chill place to...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
r3x:
Danke. 
sinwithagrin:
Heard traffic in LA is getting even worse. God, it was real bad when I used to live there ten years ago. SD is nice, quiet, calm, but I miss the buzz and energy that LA has. Still, have fond memories of hanging out in Pacific Beach and going to UCSD.
ok, so getting everything packed up always,ALWAYS takes more time than you think. i'm about to start staying with a friend of mine and his million roommates. i feel like even in shitty situations (such as being uprooted from the place you just less than a month ago decided to call home) things somehow work out. at least i never end up on the street....
Read More
Read More
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
bromopar:
Keeping that positive attitude is the most important. Who knows, maybe that next big role is right around the corner.
benevolentem:
If nothing else, it will be one hell of a party.
moving again! and kinda living out of my car. the perpetual nomad....... 
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
fashionista:
LoL thanks for the comment....I actually WAS shy when I started the album, but have opened up since. 
fashionista:
LoL, yes...it's a word, and you are right!
I'm going to every restaurant and bar i can think of here in a little while. I need to stop being such a slacker. Haha! It's been a while since i worked in the restaurant industry. I hope the dicount on food doesn't make me chubby. I will try my best for that not to happen. Ok, now i gotta finish printing up my resume'.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
antihero43:
i doubt you would get chubby from it. Good luck looking around!
llcooln872:
Good luck
feeling much better now. sleep is a great thing. my mind can be a bit more logical.
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
keeperdesign:
+10 puts you in an age bracket where I wouldn't be afraid I'd break you, kiddo! 
Some of us geezers have a sense of shame
Some of us geezers have a sense of shame
benevolentem:
Good to hear. Have a better day.
to anyone who read my last post, i'm sorry to be so blunt. i'm sure most people don't even know what to do with that kind of anger. i still feel the same today, but it doesn't need to be put up for people to think i'm losing my mind.. i feel so terrible today, i don't even know what to do. i am so...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
bromopar:
Anger is a nasty beast, I know because I have to deal with it everyday myself. I think it's why I took up hockey, gives me a chance to really vent it out there.
You're very right, America is messed up, financially, environmentally and otherwise. People sometimes just don't want to see it, they deny it patt the rest of us on the head gently and say "It's going to be alright." It's frustrating and infuriating pretty much all at once. AS for being an SG that is a process that is REALLY tough. There aren't many black SG's and no amount of denail can change the numbers. I understand your frustrations.
Here's the thing though, you live everyday i your life making a difference. You strive to make change. Most women as attractive as you don't take Muy Thai kickboxing and from the looks of those muscles I'm willing to bet you're pretty good at it. You applied to be an SG and that is also a move for change. Skinny white boy me looked at your set four times and voted for you to go pink. So your presence here has left it's mark.
Last but not least don't ever, EVER apologize for venting. We need an outlet, it's a requirement for life. If not we grab a shotgun and shoot up a local shopping mall. Wouldn't you rather spot your emotions in words than bulletts? Like I said to start, anger is a beast and one that will consume you if you let it. You're a fighter I can tell, fight it in any way you need to. Everytone will be the better because you did.
You're very right, America is messed up, financially, environmentally and otherwise. People sometimes just don't want to see it, they deny it patt the rest of us on the head gently and say "It's going to be alright." It's frustrating and infuriating pretty much all at once. AS for being an SG that is a process that is REALLY tough. There aren't many black SG's and no amount of denail can change the numbers. I understand your frustrations.
Here's the thing though, you live everyday i your life making a difference. You strive to make change. Most women as attractive as you don't take Muy Thai kickboxing and from the looks of those muscles I'm willing to bet you're pretty good at it. You applied to be an SG and that is also a move for change. Skinny white boy me looked at your set four times and voted for you to go pink. So your presence here has left it's mark.
Last but not least don't ever, EVER apologize for venting. We need an outlet, it's a requirement for life. If not we grab a shotgun and shoot up a local shopping mall. Wouldn't you rather spot your emotions in words than bulletts? Like I said to start, anger is a beast and one that will consume you if you let it. You're a fighter I can tell, fight it in any way you need to. Everytone will be the better because you did.
antihero43:
aww well golf isnt a requirement. Im feeling very much the same way as you, and sleep is our natural way to work things out, i hope it helps.
i wish i had someone in this whole entire world that i could just be completely honest with and they wouldn't tell me that what i felt was wrong, or that i'm being unreasonable, or call the cops or a mental hospital on me. I wish i could just be like everyone else and be okay with the way things are and ignore that the...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
keeperdesign:
I don't know if you're wrong or not, but I do know that you're insanely hot, and the minute you go pink you'll crack my top 10 SGs.
Chin up--you've got a community full of people here that'll listen to whatever you have to say, without judgment.
Chin up--you've got a community full of people here that'll listen to whatever you have to say, without judgment.
sinwithagrin:
It's funny, I commented on your set a a couple of weeks ago and was totally blown away by your beauty. Then just today I saw you posting on another blog and came here. Seriously, I understand your anger and can only imagine what's it's like to be a woman of color in certain situations, but don't let the bastards keep you down. Don't worry, we got your back...
What I do not grasp is why you still use the forum to cpmplain about the forum?
...and if you read your own blog of today, you might spot that it smacks of racism too but from the other direction.