tigerlily

so a conversation i was having with turtleegg604 about superstring theory reminded me of this thought i had when i was about 7 or 8. i was sitting on my bed thinking about the universe, and space, and existence....and somehow got on this train of thought that took me into territory i just could not comprehend. this question came up...KINDOF about the universe, and where it resides, and what was there before it, and if there is anything outside of it...but more than that. MUCH MORE than that. like what would exist if the univerrse didn't...BUT.....like....what is the container? but that's still not it. thing is...the question part comes after that, and that's where i got stuck. it's such a squiggly thought, that even if i've just thought of it, i really have to stretch my brain to get back to it 30 seconds later.

i called my mom into my room, and tried to explain it to her...but i found i had no words...more like no conceptions with which to describe it. i got so frustrated i started crying!
funny thing is...i still can't explain it!!!! i can feel it in my body, and ALMOST picture it in my head, but i can't ask it.
i wonder if i'll ever know?

do you have anything like that? well....i guess you couldn't tell me if you did!
tell me the subject/topic at least.