my w(h)ine was not getting better with age, so...
i'm feeling (thinking?) a little better. still mulling it all over, but not avalanching anymore. i think one of the biggest issues is that within the last 6 months, friends have moved away and dynamics with relationships have changed, so i'm finding myself more isolated. isolation bad. isolation make the little hamster in tigerlily's head run on it's wheel really fast. bad hamster.
what are you doing this weekend?
p.s. YAY!!!!! i'm sitting right by a window, and just now a little hummingbird came and hovered right next to me, giving me the once over. my heart is happy now.
i'm feeling (thinking?) a little better. still mulling it all over, but not avalanching anymore. i think one of the biggest issues is that within the last 6 months, friends have moved away and dynamics with relationships have changed, so i'm finding myself more isolated. isolation bad. isolation make the little hamster in tigerlily's head run on it's wheel really fast. bad hamster.
what are you doing this weekend?
p.s. YAY!!!!! i'm sitting right by a window, and just now a little hummingbird came and hovered right next to me, giving me the once over. my heart is happy now.
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I hear ya on the hamster. I've recently opened the windows a bit and I'm hoping my brain doesn't get all worked up. at least not in a bad way. I'm hoping some things that were not visible through the smoke are able to come back to the surface and play w/ me
i like those rocks too. there was someone that always did them by the alameda ferry. It gave it an otherworldy feel, since they seemed to be there of their own accord or at least defying gravity. (thanks for the memory I had forgotten them)
pet leo for me