tigerlilly77

I was racing along the roads, cutting through the mountains and now I am in California. I will be here for a while with very little to do and with even less net access.
I will be the first to admit I have an addiction to the net these days, because that is where (ironically) my real and true friends seem to be. I guess a good thing to know is that I am not alone in that whole net addiction thing. I miss my friends, and the ones I am getting to see in person- well it is all very strange. It is nice to see them, but I still feel vounerable, with those who have known me over the past 10 years. I appreciate imput people have for me, but it is difficult to take. Some of them have a clue and some of them have all the clues... the advice and concern they share is all hard to take, even if the odd comment is true. Moments it is hard to keep the bitch in me from responding, but I know their hearts are in teh right place. I just wish my heart could be at home again. It feels like it will never be at home in my hometown again... not with the accessories and memories I have aquired in my "adult" life. I guess it is good to be back with family, but it is hard to be back "home".