I have been so wanting of sleep, well wanting it hard in the sense of: as long as I won't miss anyone or anything wile sleeping. I seem to recently have nearly given it up- not that I like being sleepless, it feels fuckin shitty. My head just continues to race so fuck it, I might as well spread my thoughts across the net and chat right? Well last night I lost it. 
No the virginity has been gone for years, I lost conciousness. Lovely right? Put my head down on the desk, and an hour and a half later - what the fuck just happened there? SLEEP<--- it happens. I swear I am about to the point where I want to trade my insomnia for narcolepsy. THen perhaps someday I will have enough brain power to learn how to spell.
I am totally proud of myself for just druggingly making it to the bed that was in the living room, lying next to my kids and pulling a blanket over my belly. Again, I passed the fuck out. I think I remember a brief instance of Barbie doing ballet this morning. (my daughter must have been awake and geting ready for school) The only thing that managed to get me aware and virt. this morning was the fuckin phone. AT 9:15am!!! Who the fuck calls me at 9 am? You can call my house at 1:30 in the morning, that makes sense to me, but 9am? For fucks sake people! So- I have been awake for a while now, and I am still tired as a father fucker.
---Still can't find the power sander either.
DAMNIT! I am going to go to the thrift shopps or something. I need to find a treasure to make my day better. 
No the virginity has been gone for years, I lost conciousness. Lovely right? Put my head down on the desk, and an hour and a half later - what the fuck just happened there? SLEEP<--- it happens. I swear I am about to the point where I want to trade my insomnia for narcolepsy. THen perhaps someday I will have enough brain power to learn how to spell.
I am totally proud of myself for just druggingly making it to the bed that was in the living room, lying next to my kids and pulling a blanket over my belly. Again, I passed the fuck out. I think I remember a brief instance of Barbie doing ballet this morning. (my daughter must have been awake and geting ready for school) The only thing that managed to get me aware and virt. this morning was the fuckin phone. AT 9:15am!!! Who the fuck calls me at 9 am? You can call my house at 1:30 in the morning, that makes sense to me, but 9am? For fucks sake people! So- I have been awake for a while now, and I am still tired as a father fucker.
---Still can't find the power sander either.
DAMNIT! I am going to go to the thrift shopps or something. I need to find a treasure to make my day better. VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
tigerlilly77:
*giggle* Well, I can say I whole heartedly understand about the flicks and animals taking ove rthe furniture with you on it... that is SO my life as well!
eeek_the_kat:
I can sympathize on the lack of sleep thing. I know how much it can suck. Hopefully you will find sleep soon.
