So I'm sitting in the quad and I should be studying for a biology test thtat i have in a half an hour. It's my first biology test and I'm pretty nervous, since I've done so well in my academics so far and have yet to see how I should hold up here at college. I'm a biology major, going for medical school. I graduated salutatorian and had a 31 on my ACT, which was only the second time I took it. The first time I made a thirty. I'm not sure how I'm going to adjust here, because I do actually have to study.. and I never developed those skills in high school. Plus with all the drama with the schizophrenic, lying asshole of an ex-boyfriend I have.. thank GOD I did not marry him.
I've done my best with studying, and honestly I don't think I can fit any more biology into my head with the ten minutes I have left to do so. That's my story and I'm sticking to it.
Not too long ago I was part of an arrangement.. and yes, by arrangement I mean fuck buddy. But the kick is, we hung out once and he had to go.. we've been busy ever since.. never got anything done, and it doesn't look like either of us will ever have time. What's the point of that kind of arrangement if it's more like a one-night stand?
So now I'm hoping for a girlfriend.. someone who isn't psychopathic.. who wants to understand me. Who's positive. And I hope that's not too much to ask, because I'm not settling for less.
Until I find someone I fully intend on not knowing what the hell is going on during the weekend and spending the majority of my free time during the week at the gym or on the tennis courts.
Numb?
Indeed.
I've done my best with studying, and honestly I don't think I can fit any more biology into my head with the ten minutes I have left to do so. That's my story and I'm sticking to it.
Not too long ago I was part of an arrangement.. and yes, by arrangement I mean fuck buddy. But the kick is, we hung out once and he had to go.. we've been busy ever since.. never got anything done, and it doesn't look like either of us will ever have time. What's the point of that kind of arrangement if it's more like a one-night stand?
So now I'm hoping for a girlfriend.. someone who isn't psychopathic.. who wants to understand me. Who's positive. And I hope that's not too much to ask, because I'm not settling for less.
Until I find someone I fully intend on not knowing what the hell is going on during the weekend and spending the majority of my free time during the week at the gym or on the tennis courts.
Numb?
Indeed.
I've found they all tend to run together at some point into some sort of unorganized collaboration of emotions. Or that could be just me.
You may need to wade through a few "special" people before finding someone worth the time while in college, but as long as you dont keep picking the same disfunctional people (male or female) you'll find someone worth the time and effort.
Good luck on the Bio test though and dont sweat the small stuff