tiffanymarie

Tonight is my last night of vacation time at Safeway.
It's been nice not worrying about juggling two jobs.
Now back to the grind.
I think I'm gonna shoot myself.

Currently neither job is making me happy.
Now Bridgewood, the caregiving job, is having me do house keeping most of next month.
That really pisses me off.
Of course they did give me a choice.
In order for me to gain hours they wanted me to do that.
They have enough people that they are more comfortable with doing the caregiving.
I have six shifts for the entire month of caregiving.
The rest is housekeeping.
Bullshit!

Safeway is normal Safeway.
I just utterly loathe that place.
Nobody in my entire store is happy there.

Which makes me get down to the point.
I need to enroll for school.
Not sure for what, but I do need to enroll.
I was thinking about an LPN for a little while.

After being at the hospital for Calvin's grandma,
I'm not sure if I could do that job.
I don't usually have a weak stomach but that sort of stuff could make me vomit.

I have a lot of thinking to do.
Some self-realization to have.
I hate facing the future.
Such a procrastinator.