Have you ever been in a coma? I was in a coma once. It only lasted about a day. After everyone was like, what was it like, did you see angels or bright lights? I said "I was in a coma?" It was just like sleep, really peaceful sleep. No dreams or anything. I think that's what its like to be dead. Just sleep. Nothing else. Suicide Girls isn't about Suicide, but I wonder just how many of the models have tried it and failed. Life is a fucked up thing. I thought I was gonna start writing gothic peotry when I got depressed but it just isn't coming to me. That whole my life is a deep dark spirl of pain with no outlet except the blade in my arm or the pills in my stomach bull shit is really not what I need right now. I think I would sink lower into the hole I have been digging for myself lately. Am I bringing anyone else down? Because that really wasn't my plan! I should sleep now. I shouldn't dwell on the things in my head for too long. Sleep is good
Here is a piggy to make this less of a downer
*piggys are happy little critters*
Here is a piggy to make this less of a downer
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meanwhile, depression is the fucked up thing, more than life. life is only fucked up for as long as you let it be, although at our age it is nearly impossible to not let it be fucked up because we dont have the experience at dealing with it. but it will pass i think, and get easier to make life work the way we want it to as we grow older.
edited: upon reflection this post made little sense, so i changed it to make myself look less retarded.
[Edited on Jan 30, 2004 5:42PM]