Is it safe to say that most people are so frickin... stupid that they need to be shot? I swear people don't learn anything these days. 
Not a lot to report on today. Same old stuff, just deciding if I want to get out of town for a fews hours and find something new to do. If anyone gets ideas let me know. I could use them.
cappy:
come to climax! 
well.. my life likes to do 180s all the time.. I'm about to think that my life can't just be still for one moment.. deaths, births, what next?
The seas of time will always swim in my soul... even while I can't see the sea.
The seas of time will always swim in my soul... even while I can't see the sea.
valerio:
i'm glad u liked my tunes....more will come 4 sure...i'll put one of our older tunes on there...more like futurepop with distorted vocals...i can't sing..hahahaha
IF A CHILD....
If a child lives with criticism,
he learns to condemn.
If a child lives with hostility,
he learns to fight.
If a child lives with ridicule,
he learns to be shy.
If a child lives with shame,
he learns to feel guilty.
If a child lives with tolerance,
he learns to be patient.
If a child lives with encouragement,
he learns confidence....
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If a child lives with criticism,
he learns to condemn.
If a child lives with hostility,
he learns to fight.
If a child lives with ridicule,
he learns to be shy.
If a child lives with shame,
he learns to feel guilty.
If a child lives with tolerance,
he learns to be patient.
If a child lives with encouragement,
he learns confidence....
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Well... I'm still alive. Sorry to all of you that was hoping differently. 
But yeah.. I'm happy again but Sunday was weird and I feel like a super hero now... here's the story.. no lie...
I was at a service for my mother's death and about 15 min into it the priest had a stroke. My family is full of doctors and nurses so we...
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But yeah.. I'm happy again but Sunday was weird and I feel like a super hero now... here's the story.. no lie...
I was at a service for my mother's death and about 15 min into it the priest had a stroke. My family is full of doctors and nurses so we...
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blasfemme:
your mom died? i am sorry to hear that. *hug*
tomorrow is my mom's birthday and may 11th is her deathday. it has been 17 years since my mom's death and still i have been known to sob and cry out "i want my mommy". usually i am puke drunk, but still...i miss her soooo much.
if you need an ear dear. bring it here.
tomorrow is my mom's birthday and may 11th is her deathday. it has been 17 years since my mom's death and still i have been known to sob and cry out "i want my mommy". usually i am puke drunk, but still...i miss her soooo much.
if you need an ear dear. bring it here.
Hmmm... another morning. I'm so happy cause I get to get myself all dolled up and go see a reall good friend of mine and we might be stopping by the SGTC Muzik N' Lick Her party. That is if he doesn't mind. He did promiss me that he'd take my to a music store to get my bass up and working again. We get...
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relapsed_eric:
ohhhhhhhhh...thats sad. you need to find something to cheer you up and FAST...or you're destined to trade your sanity for a hot wheels car. move outta lakeville and take up roller skating...anything...please!!!
I'm thinking about getting my life on track again. I'm looking at finishing my business degree and opening my own bar/club here in MN.
One year ago my mother had died and it hit me hard. She was only 39. My whole life went down hill from there. Now it's time to start it back up again. I believe I'm ready. But is the world...
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One year ago my mother had died and it hit me hard. She was only 39. My whole life went down hill from there. Now it's time to start it back up again. I believe I'm ready. But is the world...
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relapsed_eric:
the point is...you need to concentrate on yourself and not be distracted by things outside of your mind. relationships are always about making concessions to another person in exchange for what you want. self empowerment is rarely found by needing someone else.
dagan:
Hey! Welcome to SGTC!!!
La dee da... Another beautiful morning and I can't sleep.
Yesturday I spent the whole day playing video and computer games with a guy friend. I got a new game called Alice for the computer and it is so weird. I love it. To bad it wont run on my computer so I have to keep it at his house until I buy my new...
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Yesturday I spent the whole day playing video and computer games with a guy friend. I got a new game called Alice for the computer and it is so weird.
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relapsed_eric:
sounds like you got alot done with your time off...guess the road trip was consigned to sitting on dude's bed.
relapsed_eric:
sometimes the only way to reconcile anything is to be alone and listen to yourself speak internally...it's much easier to listen to someone else than to listen to yourself.
What's better then a nice spring morning? It looks beautiful outside today. Which sucks cause I'm not aloud to be in the sun for more then a half hour at a time today. Stupid docs and their meds. I also have the day off so I get to figure out what I want to do. Hmmmm.. maybe I should go on a road trip. 
I also have the day off so I get to figure out what I want to do. Hmmmm.. maybe I should go on a road trip.
relapsed_eric:
ahhhh...nothing like having Monday and Tuesday off...you must work in the retail/service industry...thats a blast since NOTHING happens on either day!!! I spent many a year always having the worst days of the week off, and didn't see a whole lot because of it.
don't be angry, do something constructive with your time. A road trip does sound nice, but why stay in MN?
head for the Black Hills of South Dakota or Chicago, either one are no more than 6-7 hours away...not that there is much going on in Chicago on a monday and tuesday either...but the bars are open til 6 am. always a plus if you're feeling low. Sorry to hear about your aversion to the sun, as it always helps me feel better when the seemingly endless winter finally yields itself to Apollo and shrinks away into the gutter.
we need to learn how to make you enjoy your time with yourself.
don't be angry, do something constructive with your time. A road trip does sound nice, but why stay in MN?
head for the Black Hills of South Dakota or Chicago, either one are no more than 6-7 hours away...not that there is much going on in Chicago on a monday and tuesday either...but the bars are open til 6 am. always a plus if you're feeling low. Sorry to hear about your aversion to the sun, as it always helps me feel better when the seemingly endless winter finally yields itself to Apollo and shrinks away into the gutter.
we need to learn how to make you enjoy your time with yourself.
I'm feeling kind of lonely today... I think it's all the rain. I'm glad that summer is almost here but it couldn't be here sooner. 
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tierney666:
I know it's weird but I'm a summer girl even if I hate the sun.. I can't help it. And it is somewhat me and somewhat the camera. The cam was only a web cam and the lighting.. well.. it sucked really bad. lol About the vampire thing.. yes they hate the sun.. and I do too.. but it wont kill me. Too bad uh? lol But yeah.. life is weird.. what can I say?
But yeah.. life is weird.. what can I say?
relapsed_eric:
it helps to write your messages back to me so people don't think you're talking to yourself, although most of us here are listening to the voices in our heads more than other people...i have seen some really lonely people who have added themselves to their friends list...so you know they are talking to themselves.
hmmmm...whats new? i bought Ghost in the Shell and the original Dawn of the Dead on DVD today and have been laying on my bed watching them on my computer...it's a beautiful rainy Sunday and having the window open makes for just the right temperature to be lazy and deranged.
that posting on my journal page was just me fucking with Sofie Sass's head...she and I are playing cat and mouse games...and i burned her pretty good.
get to know me.
e
hmmmm...whats new? i bought Ghost in the Shell and the original Dawn of the Dead on DVD today and have been laying on my bed watching them on my computer...it's a beautiful rainy Sunday and having the window open makes for just the right temperature to be lazy and deranged.
that posting on my journal page was just me fucking with Sofie Sass's head...she and I are playing cat and mouse games...and i burned her pretty good.
get to know me.
e