Hmmm... another morning. I'm so happy cause I get to get myself all dolled up and go see a reall good friend of mine and we might be stopping by the SGTC Muzik N' Lick Her party. That is if he doesn't mind. He did promiss me that he'd take my to a music store to get my bass up and working again.
We get to start a band again.
I got depressed a few days ago and usually it doesn't end on a good note but I ended up being fine... but my poetry would make people think otherwise.
Mommy, when I went to school today,
The kids all laughed and stared.
They made fun of my clothes, mommy
And the way I wore my hair.
I asked them if they would stop, mommy,
I begged, and pleaded and cried.
But it only made them laugh harder, mommy,
It was tearing me up inside.
I tried to answer a question in math, mommy
But I got it wrong,
They told me I was stupid, mommy,
They told me I was dumb.
Why is this happening to me, mommy?
Did I do something bad?
Why do they treat me like this, mommy?
Why am I always so sad?
Why can’t they understand, mommy,
That I have feeling too?
Why do they abuse me, mommy?
Why do they think it’s cool?
I can’t take it anymore, mommy,
I wonder if this will work.
I hope that I’ll die quickly, mommy,
I hope it doesn’t hurt.
Please don’t feel guilty mommy,
Tell daddy that it’s not his fault.
Please tell my big brother, mommy,
That he helped me out a lot.
I’m sorry, I must go now, mommy,
I’ve taken all the pills.
I’m starting to get dizzy, mommy,
I’m starting to feel ill.
Please pray for me, mommy.
Pray that angels will take me away.
Please ask God a favor, mommy,
That with him I will stay.
I’ll miss you a lot, mommy.
I’ll miss dad and my brother too.
I want all of you to know, mommy,
That I’m sorry, and I love you.




I got depressed a few days ago and usually it doesn't end on a good note but I ended up being fine... but my poetry would make people think otherwise.
Mommy, when I went to school today,
The kids all laughed and stared.
They made fun of my clothes, mommy
And the way I wore my hair.
I asked them if they would stop, mommy,
I begged, and pleaded and cried.
But it only made them laugh harder, mommy,
It was tearing me up inside.
I tried to answer a question in math, mommy
But I got it wrong,
They told me I was stupid, mommy,
They told me I was dumb.
Why is this happening to me, mommy?
Did I do something bad?
Why do they treat me like this, mommy?
Why am I always so sad?
Why can’t they understand, mommy,
That I have feeling too?
Why do they abuse me, mommy?
Why do they think it’s cool?
I can’t take it anymore, mommy,
I wonder if this will work.
I hope that I’ll die quickly, mommy,
I hope it doesn’t hurt.
Please don’t feel guilty mommy,
Tell daddy that it’s not his fault.
Please tell my big brother, mommy,
That he helped me out a lot.
I’m sorry, I must go now, mommy,
I’ve taken all the pills.
I’m starting to get dizzy, mommy,
I’m starting to feel ill.
Please pray for me, mommy.
Pray that angels will take me away.
Please ask God a favor, mommy,
That with him I will stay.
I’ll miss you a lot, mommy.
I’ll miss dad and my brother too.
I want all of you to know, mommy,
That I’m sorry, and I love you.
relapsed_eric:
ohhhhhhhhh...thats sad. you need to find something to cheer you up and FAST...or you're destined to trade your sanity for a hot wheels car. move outta lakeville and take up roller skating...anything...please!!!