Did you ever want to start a new life? Not exactly die, but just start over?
Everything is shit in my life. My best friend of years upon years and I got into a terrible fight and we're not talking. Basically, he cheated on his girlfriend with me and he REFUSES to tell her. He even got her to change her screen name on AIM so I couldn't talk to her! Now he's holding the $400 I lent him over my head. I just can't stand it. He means too much to me to just write him off. I don't know what to do.
On top of that, Dustin (adamantium) and I aren't talking. I haven't spoken to him since last week, so I called him today, even tho I could only talk for a few minutes before work. All I wanted to do was see him tonight to hang out and he was too busy with his friend Danny. So I called him on it, saying that all he does is see Danny, he doesn't even work anymore! So I got the nice nasty message back that it's my fault that we haven't spoken because I didn't call him when he was in Virginia when his grandmother died. (I'm sorry, but I though that Dut would want to spend time with his family!) Then he got on the line that he's been hanging out with Jessie, and she cared enought to call when he was in VA. And apparently I have no right to bitch at him.
This is all just compounding on me and my school work's bogging me down. I just don't know what to do.
Everything is shit in my life. My best friend of years upon years and I got into a terrible fight and we're not talking. Basically, he cheated on his girlfriend with me and he REFUSES to tell her. He even got her to change her screen name on AIM so I couldn't talk to her! Now he's holding the $400 I lent him over my head. I just can't stand it. He means too much to me to just write him off. I don't know what to do.
On top of that, Dustin (adamantium) and I aren't talking. I haven't spoken to him since last week, so I called him today, even tho I could only talk for a few minutes before work. All I wanted to do was see him tonight to hang out and he was too busy with his friend Danny. So I called him on it, saying that all he does is see Danny, he doesn't even work anymore! So I got the nice nasty message back that it's my fault that we haven't spoken because I didn't call him when he was in Virginia when his grandmother died. (I'm sorry, but I though that Dut would want to spend time with his family!) Then he got on the line that he's been hanging out with Jessie, and she cared enought to call when he was in VA. And apparently I have no right to bitch at him.
This is all just compounding on me and my school work's bogging me down. I just don't know what to do.
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I've loved you since the day I met you Katie, I just don't want our friendship to be hurt over something stupid like this.