Tuesday Sep 16, 2008

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You know what I hate? When people hide things all the fucking time. I'm about done with it all. Tired of it. I'm feeling overwhelmed, under appreciated, and just plain awful. Thinking about leaving. I may keep this site, I don't know.
katieokiedokie:
I know the feeling
ilbulldog:
Sorry you're having a tough time.

Tuesday Aug 26, 2008

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Sooo the count down is on. Under a month before we find out what we are having. I am rather excited! I want a healthy baby first and foremost but secondly I'm kind of hoping for a girl. hehe. Jeff wants a boy. Our next appointment is on my oldest son's birthday. We will then find out when the ultrasound is. Yay!! I'm also looking...
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dramue:
Aw! Congrats!!! hehe
ilbulldog:
Congratulations!

Monday Aug 04, 2008

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I'm ready to give up. I don't understand anymore. I'm about done with it all.
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dramue:
Never give up! When I'm depressed and upset.. I watch my favorite Disney movie... and it always makes me feel better. Maybe you should do something that makes you feel better! But I understand how you feel. Life sucks sometimes.

P.s. thankyou for the nice words on my set Antique.

I hope you feel better soon.
Di kiss
dramue:
I feel useless sometimes too. But not just to my boyfriend.. but to the world.. so I understand. But your negative or possitive energy will attract negative or possitive engery in return. So try your best to stay possitive and things will turn out okay. smile And I'm glad that you'll be joining us hopefuls. I can't wait to see what type of set you come up with! Viva la Plus-sized models!

xoxo
Di kiss

Sunday Jul 20, 2008

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We got to hear the heartbeat tuesday! Jeff didn't know what it was at first. He couldn't really hear anything but static. I was rather relieved to hear it as well. Things are going well other than I can't find a job that pays the wages I really want. The one I am at is hit and miss. I'm thinking about just finding a job...
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sioux:
awww I know that feeling I have a 3D ultrasound DVD of my last baby so I can watch it later to see her- it is amazing I can hear her heart beat (it gets clearer as you get further along) and I can see her in 3D! It's so strange to know what she would look like when she came out and wow she looks just like she did inside!

Pregnant bellies are sooooo cute!

kiss kiss kiss kiss

Good Luck and take care of yourself!
darqkloud:
Thanks! I find the pics on line, then put them on posters and make the caption.
(It's a hobby. Used to be LOL cats)

Congrats! Babies are awesome.
Hard work, but worth it.
smile

Monday Jul 07, 2008

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I feel like shit. I'm getting fat. I'm worried about everything all the time. I feel as though I am in a downward spiral. Ever feel like nothing you do is right? I do, a lot. It's like I'm trapped in my own mind like a prison. Sorry, emo rant over.
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dorsal:
congrats on being pregnant! smile i wish i can have a baby right now but my boyfriend doesnt want one at the moment
coccinelle:
kiss kiss kiss

Thursday Jun 05, 2008

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Man I am tired. I work overnights and I am supposed to sleep during the day, but.... For some reason today I just kept tossing and turning. I haven't been able to sleep comfortably for about a week now. Even on my nights off. I'm sure Jeff just loves waking up to me moving around all night. I should've been able to sleep really well...
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zups:
pregnant!! wow shocked congratulations sweetie kiss
fatality:
Aw, thank you! I don't actually want it and wouldn't get it I don't think, but seeing both those girls in person made my jaw drop. Seriously. I don't think it's for me though, ever. Thanks for the nice words, though.

Sunday May 18, 2008

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So, sometimes I royally put my foot in my mouth. Now is one of those times. I don't think of the consequences of what comes out of it until after the fact. Half the time when I get angry things spew out that I don't mean or believe. But yet, plop, there they go. I piss off the wrong people at the wrong time. I...
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xalicex:
hey no problem hun, i know exactly how you are feeling right now, it took me a while to get some confidence in the whole situation.
how far along are you? have you had a scan yet? smile
boywithcamera:
thx smile

Monday May 12, 2008

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I had a great Mother's Day. Jeff got me a sweet card and the movie Across the Universe. Great movie! He had my youngest bring it to me. I was really cute. I hope everyone else had a good Mother's Day. Today on the other hand hasn't been so good. We realized that we had lost Pink this morning. She was the last surviving ferret...
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soya:
OMG. It's been one of my favorite movies since I've seen it! i absolutely love it.

I saw it a few months ago and just about died.

glad you had a good mother's day.

Friday May 02, 2008

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Well, I got the go ahead. I am applying to be a Suicide Girl. Just need to submit some things, and then I can submit a photo set. I just don't know where to find a photographer...... Anyone got any ideas for me??? confused
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elipsis:
Rowe was my photog... smile
rydell:
thankssmile

Wednesday Apr 30, 2008

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Hello everyone. Thought I would write a little snippet about me and who I am. I am 25, from Ames Iowa, have two kids, a plethora of animals, and a great fianc. I work as a Certified Nursing Assistant at a Hospital in Nevada. That is quite interesting. I like it but sometimes it feels like I am going crazy like the people I take...
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jeffx:
Did you send me a message on here?
limowreck:
Thanks for the comment! smile