tiam

I don't understand people and I am not sure if I ever will or really want to. I don't even understand myself most days. I have so much to be happy about and still find myself saddened a lot. Things nag at me so much. I am of course naturally a worry wart and that doesn't help. Some days my demons win me over a bit. My dark and down days. Today was kind of one of those days. It stinks. I wish I could think positively. I think I am so worried about making others happy that I forget some things. I think it's time for a change.