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I feel like shit. I'm getting fat. I'm worried about everything all the time. I feel as though I am in a downward spiral. Ever feel like nothing you do is right? I do, a lot. It's like I'm trapped in my own mind like a prison. Sorry, emo rant over.

Man I am tired. I work overnights and I am supposed to sleep during the day, but.... For some reason today I just kept tossing and turning. I haven't been able to sleep comfortably for about a week now. Even on my nights off. I'm sure Jeff just loves waking up to me moving around all night. I should've been able to sleep really well...
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So, sometimes I royally put my foot in my mouth. Now is one of those times. I don't think of the consequences of what comes out of it until after the fact. Half the time when I get angry things spew out that I don't mean or believe. But yet, plop, there they go. I piss off the wrong people at the wrong time. I...
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I had a great Mother's Day. Jeff got me a sweet card and the movie Across the Universe. Great movie! He had my youngest bring it to me. I was really cute. I hope everyone else had a good Mother's Day. Today on the other hand hasn't been so good. We realized that we had lost Pink this morning. She was the last surviving ferret...
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Well, I got the go ahead. I am applying to be a Suicide Girl. Just need to submit some things, and then I can submit a photo set. I just don't know where to find a photographer...... Anyone got any ideas for me???

Hello everyone. Thought I would write a little snippet about me and who I am. I am 25, from Ames Iowa, have two kids, a plethora of animals, and a great fianc. I work as a Certified Nursing Assistant at a Hospital in Nevada. That is quite interesting. I like it but sometimes it feels like I am going crazy like the people I take...
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