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Hey lady
Got me lookin down
Will you watch me give in
Im crazy
Shouldn't come around
I know you can't forgive
It's like an ocean
Between you and me
and I can't see the end
I have a notion
maybe givin in
But the string between us reels me right back in
Into your sound
Into your living room
In to the ground...
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Hey lady
Got me lookin down
Will you watch me give in
Im crazy
Shouldn't come around
I know you can't forgive
It's like an ocean
Between you and me
and I can't see the end
I have a notion
maybe givin in
But the string between us reels me right back in
Into your sound
Into your living room
In to the ground...
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aldremech:
See you shortly man 
feartheclown699:
Congratulations man, i know you are happy as you can be. Enjoy..........
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zuraih:
XRAY PHOTO!!
aldremech:
I refuse to hide. A a matter of fact, I will stand in the open with a beer 
Remember that goofiness I mentioned...the one that is suppose to be a cheap veil for my overall social discomfort, etc, etc?
Well, I recently took it to the extreme. Yes, yes, thank you...its is what I do. No, your right...there is nothing that I cannot take to the extreme in one form or another. Moving on
So im at the bar (obvious sign this will...
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Well, I recently took it to the extreme. Yes, yes, thank you...its is what I do. No, your right...there is nothing that I cannot take to the extreme in one form or another. Moving on
So im at the bar (obvious sign this will...
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hellstorm:
hey, you know, you had some fun, right? and did you loosen up?
oddly enough, there's actual counseilng techniques where you are to fail on purpose. just to show yourself that its not that bad. honestly!
now, can you do it sober?
oddly enough, there's actual counseilng techniques where you are to fail on purpose. just to show yourself that its not that bad. honestly!
now, can you do it sober?
weaselqueen:
Sounds like an interesting night. Sometimes, when you resign yourself to what you think is inevitable, you get a pleasant surprise. Welcome back to Fairbanks!
I took the time to look back at my previous blogs and couldnt help but notice the clear decline of my mental integrity that ran parallel with the decline of my marriage. I have documented a great deal here...its had become a public diary. In a way, it would be meaningless to discontinue the process regardless of the fact that I no longer remember why...
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booth83:
Those people exist, I believe you'll find you because I have to believe i'll find one for myself.
aldremech:
"What kind of woman would want to get involved with a divorced war-vet with 2 kids and depression."
I know exactly where you are coming from there, as well as using a false shell of humor or seeming flippant to detract from the obvious buried layer of emotion underneath. It is one of the few things that I wear unerringly in order not to feel like I am a dog laying on its back waiting for some random semblence of approval from the masses. One day at a time is the way I walk now, and it seems to be serving me well. I hope the same can work for you.
I know exactly where you are coming from there, as well as using a false shell of humor or seeming flippant to detract from the obvious buried layer of emotion underneath. It is one of the few things that I wear unerringly in order not to feel like I am a dog laying on its back waiting for some random semblence of approval from the masses. One day at a time is the way I walk now, and it seems to be serving me well. I hope the same can work for you.
the 20th. 29 days. A break from.... Nothing and everything.
All of you stay beautiful.
All of you stay beautiful.
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nikonphoto80:
i hope you have a good break.
tunnel_vision:
sometimes you just need to get away from nothing
Nothing says holyshit it didnt work out like this song by the greatest singer song-writter ever. This is me butching the hell out of it. its from memory so cut me some slack. Enjoy
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brightredscream:
If your comment on freudianslip's blog was serious...
He passed away.
He passed away.
You could drop me butt-naked in a middle of a minefield covered in razor wire and you would find im on the other side sipping a chai-latte inside of ten minutes. There isnt a system in the world capable of holding me.
ultimately, I got what I wanted. Im back in the states, I still have my job and I have been reassigned to a...
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ultimately, I got what I wanted. Im back in the states, I still have my job and I have been reassigned to a...
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nikonphoto80:
i'm glad you got what you want, i hope things keep going up.
tunnel_vision:
congratz
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twisted-2000
I crumble down over everything
I stumble over nearly everything
twisted and shaken
so twisted
come on baby lets play on these broken clouds
heaven has much to say on beauties not allowed
fly on up girl and I'll come on down
so twisted
so twisted
bent up and broken over everything
twisted and choken over everything
tied up and bound
tied u...
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twisted-2000
I crumble down over everything
I stumble over nearly everything
twisted and shaken
so twisted
come on baby lets play on these broken clouds
heaven has much to say on beauties not allowed
fly on up girl and I'll come on down
so twisted
so twisted
bent up and broken over everything
twisted and choken over everything
tied up and bound
tied u...
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chelsey_girl:
Oh, and Happy Father's Day sir!!
hellstorm:
nice...I like it!
as for my cousin and his wackiness....
1. we're planning a day or two for his kids to have a vacation. be away, nothing to deal with what's going on.
2. he left a "mediation" thing with the lawyers. in leaving, his lawyer turned to him and said "I'm confident that if we went to trial now, we would win." this is before the depositions from HER father regarding her behavior as well as his sister about her drug use. whoops!
as for the job, we shall see.
as for my cousin and his wackiness....
1. we're planning a day or two for his kids to have a vacation. be away, nothing to deal with what's going on.
2. he left a "mediation" thing with the lawyers. in leaving, his lawyer turned to him and said "I'm confident that if we went to trial now, we would win." this is before the depositions from HER father regarding her behavior as well as his sister about her drug use. whoops!
as for the job, we shall see.
I have come back to this place that I have wanted to avoid for so long. The weather is beautiful, but it is the impending cold that chills my spirit even as i consider the sky. Its easy to wonder whether or not I will be able to remain in the lines of life. I have never been great at it, but this recent path...
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aldremech:
Everything worthwhile is done at some cost.
arctcknight:
are you back in the banks?
um...ok. Well, heh....I said some things that I really meant, but probably shouldn't have said and found myself in the psych ward within 48 hrs. Note to self: Never threaten to kill an NCO, even if you mean it.
Now, I was justified to an extent. This was not an unprovoked event....and, technically, I was the one that requested to leave due the fact that...
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Now, I was justified to an extent. This was not an unprovoked event....and, technically, I was the one that requested to leave due the fact that...
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aldremech:
That is a whole lot of stress to pile on top man. I was treated to a shit load of extra duty for that before, but managed to avoid the article 15. The CO knew he was an asshole. I doubt they will try to boot you for anything though. Take some time, go through the motions and check in with the docs. Most of the time things like that get passed along as a stress related or induced incident due to current circumstances.
Fuck everybody else dude. Don't ever change yourself to placate others. Just because I'm not smiling doesn't mean I'm not happy asshat
I hate that people have an incessant need to constantly spout that shit as if they are telling me something new. Live your life for you and yours, not anyone else. Never compromise on yourself.
Fuck everybody else dude. Don't ever change yourself to placate others. Just because I'm not smiling doesn't mean I'm not happy asshat
I hate that people have an incessant need to constantly spout that shit as if they are telling me something new. Live your life for you and yours, not anyone else. Never compromise on yourself.
nikonphoto80:
some times it is best to keep things to yourself.
I hope your unit doesnt try to boot you.
It does sounds like you have been having a bad time, a person can only take so much.
I hope your unit doesnt try to boot you.
It does sounds like you have been having a bad time, a person can only take so much.