You could drop me butt-naked in a middle of a minefield covered in razor wire and you would find im on the other side sipping a chai-latte inside of ten minutes. There isnt a system in the world capable of holding me.
ultimately, I got what I wanted. Im back in the states, I still have my job and I have been reassigned to a new unit. No problems, no questions and no consequences. How? Lets just say people like me have a compulsion to do what the fuck we want....and we usually get it. We understand the rules...we just dont care. I have spent a lot of time and effort doing things the way normal people are comfortable with....but I cant help myself. If I see the chance to steer things in my favor then I do.
The next time someone gets in my way I am likely to eat their fucking soul with a side of I told you so. Im not pretty....and im not sorry about that. Im not passive and I do take what I want. People can either see that as a threat or an oppertunity. I take care of those that need it....both in good and in bad ways.
Inserting myself into the system has been a learning experience I have long needed. I have never found a way to work inside of a system of anykind. Now I understand it even better than ever. Im a social engineer....its what I do. Sometimes its right, sometimes its not. Mostly thats a matter of opinion. I never break the law...and when I do there is never any hard evidence. Which is why I can be honest about it because no one can prove it...they can only suspect.
I got my camera....I will get on the photos of alaska for ya. hell, maybe I will locate the next big sg..lol. I have more of my pyscho writting to post as well. As soon as I edit it.
take care people.
ultimately, I got what I wanted. Im back in the states, I still have my job and I have been reassigned to a new unit. No problems, no questions and no consequences. How? Lets just say people like me have a compulsion to do what the fuck we want....and we usually get it. We understand the rules...we just dont care. I have spent a lot of time and effort doing things the way normal people are comfortable with....but I cant help myself. If I see the chance to steer things in my favor then I do.
The next time someone gets in my way I am likely to eat their fucking soul with a side of I told you so. Im not pretty....and im not sorry about that. Im not passive and I do take what I want. People can either see that as a threat or an oppertunity. I take care of those that need it....both in good and in bad ways.
Inserting myself into the system has been a learning experience I have long needed. I have never found a way to work inside of a system of anykind. Now I understand it even better than ever. Im a social engineer....its what I do. Sometimes its right, sometimes its not. Mostly thats a matter of opinion. I never break the law...and when I do there is never any hard evidence. Which is why I can be honest about it because no one can prove it...they can only suspect.
I got my camera....I will get on the photos of alaska for ya. hell, maybe I will locate the next big sg..lol. I have more of my pyscho writting to post as well. As soon as I edit it.
take care people.
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nikonphoto80:
i'm glad you got what you want, i hope things keep going up.
tunnel_vision:
congratz
