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A sharp throbbing in his mind was the first thing that registered. It shot from the back of his skull, and jabbed repeatedly into his eyes. The unrelenting pulse soon caused the muscles in his face to twitch and spasm. He could feel something crack and ooze from the right side of his face. The tremors spread into steady waves of motion that traveled down...
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aldremech:
I can remember a time when that was all too real. Hope all is good brother.
padre:
Exactly what Al said
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oops...MIA yet again. Had a good time with the group and met some very cool people. Can't wait till next time....depending on what thrid world country im working in...it should be about a year from now im guessing.

Ok, yes..The vegas rolls are indeed the supershit. Naturally, I didnt have my camera, but there were a few floating around biggrin Anyway, I came home and go...
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susi:
hey boy thanks for the love on my set rustroom i really apreciated, i have a new set coming soon, i have a preview on my blog if you want to see it!! wink
mentalrage:
Sounds like hardtimes for you man, that sucks, like you don't have a hard enough deal with your "job", hope things pick up hombre. smile
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There is nothing as strange as living with your ex. I feel like i am periodicly smacked with a 2x4 for the sake of karma reminding me that not a damn thing has changed. Granted, she...and karma, are smiling while they do it. There has been alot of smiling......and alot of jokes skirting on the edge of "go die in a fire."

The kids are...
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pandamonio:
it was nice meeting you. you were funny as hell, and so was the rest of the group. I haven't laughed that much in a long time.
imspectr:
We should chat again sometime...since our last conversation was cut short. lol
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Well im back. I got the cables for the EOS so now im armed as well tongue The boys are friggin huge and beautiful. I deserve and Oscar for my positive portrayial of the happy little war vet......well am happy to see the kids. Plan to hang with aldremech and whom ever else is free. See ya!
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hellstorm:
hanging with kids could make people happy!

as for the mechanic my step-father uses, he brought my mom's Buick Century in to have the multi-function switch (aka, light switch) repaired. and got charged $300.

mine broke. I brought it to Doan Dodge, the dealer I got the car through since it was under warranty. the warranty company was billed $150 by Doan Dodge.

go figure!
velvetfaerie:
thank you... you made me laugh with "trainwreck" smile i like that....
I have my referral now to see a psychiatrist...
I want to get better...
I will re read your comment when I forget myself.. and have a banana spack out... because you said some helpful points
I thank you..
NOW have a giggle... my dad saw this same psych 15= years ago... I Hope it is ethical for him to see me!



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[VIDEO][/VIDEO]

Hey lady
Got me lookin down
Will you watch me give in

Im crazy
Shouldn't come around
I know you can't forgive

It's like an ocean
Between you and me
and I can't see the end

I have a notion
maybe givin in
But the string between us reels me right back in

Into your sound
Into your living room
In to the ground...
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aldremech:
See you shortly man smile
feartheclown699:
Congratulations man, i know you are happy as you can be. Enjoy..........
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zuraih:
XRAY PHOTO!!
aldremech:
I refuse to hide. A a matter of fact, I will stand in the open with a beer biggrin
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Remember that goofiness I mentioned...the one that is suppose to be a cheap veil for my overall social discomfort, etc, etc?

Well, I recently took it to the extreme. Yes, yes, thank you...its is what I do. No, your right...there is nothing that I cannot take to the extreme in one form or another. Moving on tongue

So im at the bar (obvious sign this will...
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hellstorm:
hey, you know, you had some fun, right? and did you loosen up?

oddly enough, there's actual counseilng techniques where you are to fail on purpose. just to show yourself that its not that bad. honestly!

now, can you do it sober?
weaselqueen:
Sounds like an interesting night. Sometimes, when you resign yourself to what you think is inevitable, you get a pleasant surprise. Welcome back to Fairbanks! smile
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I took the time to look back at my previous blogs and couldnt help but notice the clear decline of my mental integrity that ran parallel with the decline of my marriage. I have documented a great deal here...its had become a public diary. In a way, it would be meaningless to discontinue the process regardless of the fact that I no longer remember why...
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booth83:
Those people exist, I believe you'll find you because I have to believe i'll find one for myself.
aldremech:
"What kind of woman would want to get involved with a divorced war-vet with 2 kids and depression."
I know exactly where you are coming from there, as well as using a false shell of humor or seeming flippant to detract from the obvious buried layer of emotion underneath. It is one of the few things that I wear unerringly in order not to feel like I am a dog laying on its back waiting for some random semblence of approval from the masses. One day at a time is the way I walk now, and it seems to be serving me well. I hope the same can work for you.
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the 20th. 29 days. A break from.... Nothing and everything.

All of you stay beautiful.
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nikonphoto80:
i hope you have a good break.
tunnel_vision:
sometimes you just need to get away from nothing
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Nothing says holyshit it didnt work out like this song by the greatest singer song-writter ever. This is me butching the hell out of it. its from memory so cut me some slack. Enjoy tongue
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brightredscream:
If your comment on freudianslip's blog was serious...
He passed away.
zuraih:
Thank you for comment on my new set Ingress . I hope you have a great day.

Love
Zuraih xoxo