I finally got old. It sort of sneaks up on you and then that is it. Once you are there isn't a whole lot you can do. If you realize you got a lot of things but never any of you wanted. The things the very simple things are not available to you. Sure I can try and meet some 20 something year old strike up a relationship on a miracle have a bunch of kids but at wasn't something I could muster when I was young being 50ish those chances are about as much of winning the lottery. Older you get the less things work till eventually.
Don't think you have plenty of time you don't. Once the time is gone it is gone. Time goes a hell of a lot faster a week fells like a few hours. Months are like days. Years are like a month or 2 you get the idea. Sure you have time but it isn't forever. Funny thing is I don't feel different but, I don't say as much as I use to and I keep to myself way to much.