Life has settled to a similar pace prior to covid with a bunch of changes. Blessed with a lot but with certain and strict conditions.
I wish the woman I had before would comeback but I can't hope for that anymore. She was the best thing I ever had and I pissed it away. I would do anything to fix it but sometimes we got to live with our choices and mistakes. So in terms of relationships there isn't any. I get the feeling the one I want is seeing someone else and I tend to not interfere when that happens. I just gotta stop thinking about her. Plus I think she changed her phone number and I don't want to push anything.
All other things are perfection. Except I have to clean my messy office the new hobby is going good. Just read books and watch videos.