Not sure what happened. Last year or maybe later then that I trusted people. I believed people at their word. I fought my inner nature of distrust. I thought I had a good understanding of human nature or at least I thought. I ignored my inner voice with one woman and it cost me a lot more than I thought.
Now what I am is well a lot in comparison. Now I am on a steady course of hacks, seizures, exploits in order to obtain truthful data. At this point the old me is dead he was weak and he did not validate people at their word. He essentially trusted everyone. If I relayed the full story everyone would agree I was in the right.
Just with me I desire a good relationship and during those times I will be open. When I become silent that is when I dive deep under the water looking for a weakness. I might be used by women in general but I will improve my skill to determine results.