You know what really really sucks....getting your foot stuck under a car rack. Wednesday morning at work one of the other techs and I were finishing a car and he pulled out the rack from under the car and it lowered down on top of my foot. We do wear steel toed boots...but lucky me it landed on the top of my foot, where there isnt any steel. Went to the doctor yesterday, got xrays taken and no broken bones, just a lot of bruised bone. Tom feels really bad about it, but I dont blame him, there is a reason why they call these situations accidents, and they are bound to happen at some point. I did get some vicodin though, so I've been laying on my couch watching tv and icing my foot in the glory of a vicodin high. I also didnt have to go to work today, which is nice, it gives me an extra day to recuperate before I work my 9 hours tomorrow.
Darci and I arent seeing each other any more either. We really got to talking about what our relationship would be like in the future, and how complicated it will be. Complicated isnt what I need or want right now, and some of the things she asked of me are too much. Especially when it comes to her not being out of the closet. I feel that if I were to stay in a relationship with someone who is still very closeted, it would make me take steps back into mine, and I've worked to hard over the past year to let myself do that. That and its really hard to date someone whos 9 years older than you and has two kids. I dont want to be a mom at 19, and I dont want to be a mom anytime soon. I'm just glad she understands that, and respects my decision. I know I hurt her, because she likes me a lot, but its better to do it now when it only hurts a little, than waiting and figuring this out later when it will hurt alot, and probably her kids too.
Darci and I arent seeing each other any more either. We really got to talking about what our relationship would be like in the future, and how complicated it will be. Complicated isnt what I need or want right now, and some of the things she asked of me are too much. Especially when it comes to her not being out of the closet. I feel that if I were to stay in a relationship with someone who is still very closeted, it would make me take steps back into mine, and I've worked to hard over the past year to let myself do that. That and its really hard to date someone whos 9 years older than you and has two kids. I dont want to be a mom at 19, and I dont want to be a mom anytime soon. I'm just glad she understands that, and respects my decision. I know I hurt her, because she likes me a lot, but its better to do it now when it only hurts a little, than waiting and figuring this out later when it will hurt alot, and probably her kids too.
sassitude:
that's really decent and responsible of you. It sucks that it had to end so early, especially since it seemed like you were into her, but sometimes you have to face the facts. It's good that you realize that.
sassitude:
I know, I've been there, done that. Actually, the whole 'paying rent' thing at home is no longer happening, but I'm thinking about moving out with a friend in a few months in a house, if the circumstances are right.