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ARG! I'm so bummed that I cant go down to corvallis tonight with my sister. She has a boyfriend who lives in corvallis as well, which is kind of weird that we are both seeing corvallis residents, but oh well. I couldnt go because I had already commited to helping out at the HIV awareness table tomorrow at school, and we wouldnt be returning until tomorrow evening. So that didnt work out. Major bummer, because I really wanted to get together with Rachael and talk stuff out, just to check with her how she feels about our relationship or where we are and whatnot. I just want to make sure she fully understands my thoughts and I fully understand hers. Right now, I'm not sure that a long distance relationship is the best thing for me, because my last girlfriend cheated on me because she lived so far apart. I know that doesnt mean she will, but I'm just not sure I want another distance relationship. On top of that I'm still not sure how I feel about her, but I do know that I want to spend more time with her so I can find out. Its all so confusing!