throughnthrough

I'm still awake...still wishing myself asleep. I'm feeling a bit better...just shaky and feeling not at home in my own skin. I feel like I've been dreaming all day...of different places, of home, of all the choices that have led me to where I am today...of where I am going...

To be perfectly honest...it's all perfectly normal.

To be more honest... I'm the only part that isn't...

Just one of those days...I'm sick of feeling sick...I'm sick of hurting...I'm sick of being broke and feeling broken...I just wish things would ever be enough for me.

Call me selfish, call me bipolar, call me a drama-queen...I guess it's all partly true...

But I just want to not give a shit anymore.