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parting can be such sweet sorrow.
scheisskopf:
For sure. Where are you off to?
And how did you get booted off my top friends list, damnit?!?!?!?
And how did you get booted off my top friends list, damnit?!?!?!?
kundalini:
It always is. That's why break-ups take a couple of tries to stick... 
i had a bad day.
kundalini:
But you had a good day also, at some point, right?
kundalini:
And then what?
today i drove around, going too fast, listening to loud music. then i got my hair cut, and had vietnamese food for lunch, found a dress to wear to the prom AND bought a painting. it was a very good day.
i went to a birthday party in the 'hood tonight. it is a funny place to visit. i'm glad i don't live there anymore.
kundalini:
Me too.
i wonder, sometimes, how to balance the seemingly opposing ideas that i am the center of the universe and completely insignificant.
kundalini:
You walk on the tightrope in the middle where you are only completely insignificant to people who don't know you and bugs and stars.
You should be the center of someone's universe.
You should be the center of someone's universe.
it's may 19. "cloudy with a chance of flurries". it's may 19. WTF?!
kundalini:
Because...
"Oh Canada..."
"Oh Canada..."
i believe that love and truth and beauty are facts. acceptance and denial are choices.
kundalini:
Facts are subject to perspective. My view of the car crash from the street corner is different than the guy sitting in Taco Bell 20 yards away choking on a taco is different than the guy in the car. Everything is a choice or a reflection of personal perspective acquired through experience and/or environment. The facts are only what you or anyone else chooses to accept as fact. Wrestle with that one a bit. Preferably naked. 
when time passes without effort my heart sings.
kundalini:
Your heart must sing during sleep.
That's actually a beautiful thought.
That's actually a beautiful thought.
s_eldorado:
Tell me tell me tell me!
Also, how are you?
Also, how are you?
kundalini:
I wish I could say that that moved me or taught me something.
Instead, I've been through enough heartbreak and reality checks in my 33 years and had enough relationships with 100's of different people on hundreds of different levels and I already feel more strongly about what he wrote than what he does.
Some days, the best thing we can do for ourselves is to not do anything that makes the world any more shitty for others. It's easy when you practice treating others the way you'd like to be treated no matter what. I wish we could get our kids to believe that.
Instead, I've been through enough heartbreak and reality checks in my 33 years and had enough relationships with 100's of different people on hundreds of different levels and I already feel more strongly about what he wrote than what he does.
Some days, the best thing we can do for ourselves is to not do anything that makes the world any more shitty for others. It's easy when you practice treating others the way you'd like to be treated no matter what. I wish we could get our kids to believe that.
and when the sun shines all things seem better.
It's good to see old friends still awake and breathing.