I haven't been feeling the best recently. Between FOSTA/SESTA cracking the whip and censoring many clip sites I ran to for safety & understanding to things at home getting rocky I'm losing my drive to continue doing what makes me light up. I've never taken better care of myself before - I'm more fit, healthy, and consistent in everything that I do than ever before... but as soon as I level up the world has to come crumbling down around me. Now I've got a dormant sickness in my chest making my asthma a lot more reactive to my activity making exercise a lot harder (imma still do it though cuz it helps with my anxiety). whatever. I'm just whining because I miss when findom was less heard of and popular and I made more money. Is that selfish to say? Who knows. I'm going to keep doing my best and dominating the best I can and if skinny blonde girls overshadow me every time so be it. I know my skills are exceptional and some day I will get the recognition I deserve.... I hope.
