My Theory on My own Sexuality
just some late night thinking. the more i think about it the more i could see myself possibly spending forever with a girl. just because i am only sexually attracted to men doesnt mean i am emotionally attracted to them at all. I'm more like a chick emotionally anyway. but still not that girly. so i have come to the conclusion that in my own mind i have two separate types of attractions emotional and physical. physical belonging to men and of course emotional belonging to women.
so i end up staying with a dude forever have a great sex life( sex is not important to me) (at all) but emotionally not as gratifying as a women
or a chick, have almost no sex life (i have made several attempts but still cant do it) but a great emotional relationship. ya know somebody to cuddle with and hold and cry watching the notebook with. go shopping get pedicures. all that fun stuff.
people would argue that a huge part of a "relationship" is sex life anyway. i have never seen it that way. ive been tested for all sorts of fun stuff seeing as how i am in the military and everything is average and on point for a male of my age.
which would mean it could not possibly be some sort of chemical imbalance!
so i thus concluded that i just really dont give a fuck (literally) about sex life.
theres a lot of stuff in my mind!.
just some late night thinking. the more i think about it the more i could see myself possibly spending forever with a girl. just because i am only sexually attracted to men doesnt mean i am emotionally attracted to them at all. I'm more like a chick emotionally anyway. but still not that girly. so i have come to the conclusion that in my own mind i have two separate types of attractions emotional and physical. physical belonging to men and of course emotional belonging to women.
so i end up staying with a dude forever have a great sex life( sex is not important to me) (at all) but emotionally not as gratifying as a women
or a chick, have almost no sex life (i have made several attempts but still cant do it) but a great emotional relationship. ya know somebody to cuddle with and hold and cry watching the notebook with. go shopping get pedicures. all that fun stuff.
people would argue that a huge part of a "relationship" is sex life anyway. i have never seen it that way. ive been tested for all sorts of fun stuff seeing as how i am in the military and everything is average and on point for a male of my age.
which would mean it could not possibly be some sort of chemical imbalance!
so i thus concluded that i just really dont give a fuck (literally) about sex life.
theres a lot of stuff in my mind!.