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Storm clouds rising,
overhead I heard
The thunder's warning.
Tears in the rain;
why does she cry?
Doesn't she know
I love her.
Where are the minstrels
with their songs
of love and bliss?
I only long
for her sweet kiss -
so soft
so fleating
my heart
is bleeding.
Can't she see
when she cries
I hurt too?

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There are times when life...
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voltaire:
Check your email.....
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Ignorance is not bliss. At least for those who have to live or work around it. I have a co-worker who is a complete moron. Nice lady, but has had waaay to many drugs in her life. Under a microscope, a sliver of her brain would look like swiss cheese. She does the stupidest things, example, talkes to a guy with a french accent and...
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elisabeth:
Yes, ignorance is certainly NOT bliss. Thanks for sharing smile
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Primal Scream: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


...................much better smile
emily:
tongue
emily:
Portland will have to wait...frown
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Finally have a picture up - thanks, Donkey! I don't have to feel like some newbie with an SG logo for a face. Now to find an interesting shot of myself...

So here's an interesting question: if you're in love with someone who is married, do you tell them? Add to the problem you started as good friends, worked together and strangers you meet tell...
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Finally recovered from going out last night...at 9:15 at night! Went dancing in my favorite town, Santa Barbara and experience the high I used to get when I would dance on the stages and podiums in darkened night clubs.
Watching people younger and older than me all swaying and gyrating to primal beats, clad in barely anything with alcohol lowering inhibitions to next to nothing...
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oso:
the boys and me used to go out dancing together all the time.

we knew what people thought, we just didn't give a shit.


of course i had to lead.....
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Boredom must have stagnated in my skull the other day. I awoke from a deep trance to find I was sitting infront of the idiot box watching some talk show with a topic about women who are unsatisfied with their boyfriends/ husbands because their partners wouldn't perform oral sex. confused

Now, what man in his right mind would not kneel before the shrine and bless it?...
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lionboy:
Hey you know, my cat didn't really freak out at all? He was concerned for the first hour or so but then he just curled up and went to sleep in his carrier. Occasionally, he'd look up and ask if we were there yet but then he'd go back to sleep. When we finally got here he just went, "Yep, this is where I live". He adjusts pretty quick. Thanks for the good wishes. Everything's going well so far except for spending so much money on furniture... Expensive even when it's inexpensive. :^/
babybeezer:
hehe, I love my red rooom and the fact that it says so much about me...
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I have slain
my last dragon for you.
No longer am I your
knight in shinning armor.

There are still dragons to face,
but only you can defeat them.
your strength awaits
within the darkness you fear.

Look not fo another Knight,
but into your heart for courage.
Look not into the eyes of another,
but into yourself for answers.

The safety of the known...
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hardluck5413:
Haven't gotten to the kama sutra but I picked up these 3 books: Supersex, The Clitoral Truth, and Tantric Sex. Very interesting and informative so far.
deebee:
what's up? i've been busy working this week. cool readings here. trivial fire burns bright though, sometimes it's the little things that count. course, little things aren't trivial, just smaller. it's too late for me
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Here's an interesting morality question / story:

When I was first going to college I live in a house with three women. Each of us had our own room, I had my own bathroom and the three of them shared one. Over the course of two years we got to be good friends and I became very protective of all (who were one to five...
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Where does the time go? Instead of preparing for an important presentation, I'm hanging out here jotting down insignificant thoughts.

First thought: What happened to Dia? I was gone for a week and she vanished - no journal, no pictures, no trace. Really enjoyed her literary abilities and kind words she had for others on this site.

2nd thought: (because I only have room in...
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still:
I think you're right - twice the amount of something you like. BUT...sometimes it's too much and the single serving is all you really need/want.

When it's all said and done, i want just one woman. Mathematics backs me up on this... 1/1=1 and 1*1=1

How cool is that?
deebee:
hell, it does something alright. sex is one thing, the event etc. being in love in another and that is 1 -1 as far as i'm concerned. and that's the goal, the ideal.

in the meantime though, well, happy dances only go so far...
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Finally back from hell, otherwise known as Las Vegas. Six days of trade show set up and enough stress to knock out an elephant. Bottom line is all 17 clients were happy and future business is gauranteed. The ironic part of the trip was it was for two different porn conventions. I saw so much pornography, I've become numb. Actually I was surounded by the...
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thorn2:
LOL - strange, I can't think of a good come back (goes back into corner of room and "dances" again)
deebee:
"our age"?! what the hell do you mean by that? callin me old...

(goes in corner and does happy dance)


You know what is funny is that other night the bummer was this chick i had met who was a total idiot and just made fun of and complained about everything. but i was drunk and she was available so i tried to wait out her bad attitude. i couldn't do it, she got annoyed with me instead of everybody else and that was that.

but i was also sitting behind a cool looking couple who were so totallly nice to each other the whole night that i felt better finally.

have you read 'illusions, the adventures of a reluctant meshia? that was his next book. then bridges or one or something like that. i read them but the first two were the best for me.

old...grumble