Time to Spring clean all the issues that have cluttered my closet. A lot of soul searching, and a mega-pack size of humility taken to face the issues that plague my soul and caused me to strike at others when the reflection in the mirror is who I should take a long look at. It's very painful to strip your defenses away and take a...
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temptess:
Cool beans. See you there. As for the above, can you come paint my house too? It is pretty dismal from all the stripping...
My favorite line people have said: "I'm not afraid of you" when they know they've done wrong and I confront them. In their eyes I see guilt and the urge to run, but usually when I confron them, they are positioned in a corner or in a narrow hallway where my 200 pound frame becomes an immovable object.
Looking at them they look like they...
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Looking at them they look like they...
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temptess:
Check the board, check the board... Events. SGSantaBarbara.
And you know, I live my life being very honest. It makes me a lot of enemies. People often think I am psychotic simply because they cannot fathom why someone would be so honest about themselves and life unless they were psychotic and in need of medication... It doesn't change the way I deal with people, I've found that it is a really good tool for weeding out the pathetic shitheads who cannot even be honest with themselves. I am not 200 pounds but people are often afraid of me as well... Fuck 'em!
And you know, I live my life being very honest. It makes me a lot of enemies. People often think I am psychotic simply because they cannot fathom why someone would be so honest about themselves and life unless they were psychotic and in need of medication... It doesn't change the way I deal with people, I've found that it is a really good tool for weeding out the pathetic shitheads who cannot even be honest with themselves. I am not 200 pounds but people are often afraid of me as well... Fuck 'em!
Well, made it safely back from a trade show / sales meeting in Vegas. Seems like I've been gone for weeks. Ate too much, drank too much but didn't have to work so it was fun. Interestingly I behaved myself this time out. Usually I hit the strip clubs and dance clubs looking for "trouble" and any other debauchery I can get myself into 
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So much to do and too little time to do it in.....Waiting with nervous anticipation for war mongers to beat their drums. Doesn't it bother anyone that there has been no mention that if we go to war it is funded by the US? Desert Storm was funded by the Saudia Arabia and Japan in '91. Our Economy is in the toilet still with massive...
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emily:
war..blah to that..
"you are not a beautiful and unique snowflake...." to quote Brad Pitt in Fight Club. A very cool movie that has so many underlying themes and slaps at society you have to watch it a few times to appreciate it.
I bring this up only because of someone I know who thinks he's God's gift to the world has been grating on my nerves. I...
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I bring this up only because of someone I know who thinks he's God's gift to the world has been grating on my nerves. I...
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I had a conversation the other day with my younger brother. He's pretty cocky about his sexual prowess (no pun intended) and certainly looks the part: blond hair blue eyes, built like a 5'9" tank covered in tribal tattoos (you wouldn't think we had the same mother - guess the Navy did it to him).
Anyway, we were talking about sex and how he and...
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Anyway, we were talking about sex and how he and...
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temptess:
Debauchery is good! But tiring!!!! Thank your lucky stars that you have been challenged and have the strength to meet it. I have spent my entire life learning that being "stubborn" is actually a good thing, not the negative, ruinous thing I was taught it was.
I just read your entry. Oh my. I need to pretend that I did not see it. Ho hum.... (backing away)
I just read your entry. Oh my. I need to pretend that I did not see it. Ho hum.... (backing away)
Another beautiful day in sunny southern California - this is winter still right? - It's days like this when I don't want to work and just play hooky. Sucks owning your own business and having a lot of responsibility at a young age; people either expect more out of you or expect you to be a flake and fail. Why can't people just be happy...
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lenore:
Ha Ha! 
temptess:
Now I REALLY want to work for you!
No need to come to London (other than for fish 'n chips), I will be back in VC in a month...
No need to come to London (other than for fish 'n chips), I will be back in VC in a month...
Dedicated to a friend of mine:
She with eyes that shine,
bright with mischief,
bright with joy,
She with hair in long curls of flame,
whose lips, as crimson,
tastes of sweet taboo,
She whose body, a shrine to temptation,
with flesh that aches
for a touch that knows,
She whose smile that warms
whose spirit guides
the lifeless who seek life,
She who is...
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She with eyes that shine,
bright with mischief,
bright with joy,
She with hair in long curls of flame,
whose lips, as crimson,
tastes of sweet taboo,
She whose body, a shrine to temptation,
with flesh that aches
for a touch that knows,
She whose smile that warms
whose spirit guides
the lifeless who seek life,
She who is...
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temptess:
I likey!
Why would I unscrew the shower head? Then it won't pulse...
Why would I unscrew the shower head? Then it won't pulse...
temptess:
How can you not like lacy panties and olive oil fantasies? Did I mention I put pictures up?
I had a run in with my ex's mother yesterday who happend to be a Jehova's Witness. She has been trying to find reasons to explain why my marriage to her daughter didn't work and yesterday it was lets-pin-the-blame-on-your-friends.
The most irritating aspect of my run-in was she attacked my best friend (who happens to be a bisexual woman) and blame her "alternative lifestyle" as...
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The most irritating aspect of my run-in was she attacked my best friend (who happens to be a bisexual woman) and blame her "alternative lifestyle" as...
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thorn2:
Yes, I tried, oh well - I don't let it get to me. People who behave like that just make me sad. They'll never truly live or see what this life has to offer.
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temptess:
Truly though! Wasn't it disturbing? Can you imagine being his daughter? Defiled with your hands and tongue removed after being thoroughly circumcised? I would have tortured them using any appendages i had left... Hell hath no fury!
Ugh - need to get motivated ... surfing the internet during business hours is not a good thing. Too much to do, overload - danger - danger (arms flayling around)......... I think I'll write myself up 
temptess:
What kind of company, what kind of projects? I'll be back in April : )
All work and no play makes Thorn a very frustrated boy. All work and no play makes Thorn a very frustrated boy. All work and no play makes thorn a very frustrated boy......... 
temptess:
Are you really in Oxnard? Doing what, pray tell...
temptess:
Uhm, well i'm packing my stuff to move back to Santa Barbara (I'm from Camarillo originally), cause I've been in this country for too fucking long and I am tired of the shitty weather and cold people... what about you?
Sometimes the most interesting conversations can arise when talking about sex (with the current political and global issues going on, it's a great stress relief too!). For example: the topic about oral sex and women. I mentioned something about it once on my journal - briefly - but in this case I think we need to elaborate.
I was talking to my best friend, who...
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I was talking to my best friend, who...
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