Time for the old update....
its been busy as hell. Emails all day long, convincing promoters that we'll be there and rock the house pretty fucking hard. Street team got set up and can be found at thislovemachine.com/st.html. So far, this little project that started out small and minute has turned into this monster that is spinning my brain out of control, but i love every minute of it and cannot ever complain cause this is what i wanted. That van that we almost had, i think we are gunna try and get it again cuz now we got the ends so thats a plus. either way, we getting a fucking van and thats that. i wanna sleep in close quarters with them, not in a gay way, and not that there's anything wrong with that...
personal note, i got into cal state long beach finally and im excited. im going to be studying rhetoric which is like arguementation and debate. it's cool stuff and i get to meet a ton of new people which has its upsides. i miss my friend paul who's in new york doing an art show on the rodney king beatings. he's got a sidehawk and spits on pople, whats there nt to love about him. awesome. the old lil one is still mehh but the new lil one is giving me a definate thought as to why some people on this earth just deserve everything they ever want. my friend told me once that men are half animal and half gentlemen. i would assume in my 22 yrs on this planet that i have definately played the "i dont give a flying shit about anything and im an animal" card. but the better side of me knows that the gentleman finishes last. the constant struggle will always contribute to my ongoing fickleness...my on going fickleness is what makes my world keep spinning. i hate to love this battle....
this week, try and give a hug to someone who doesn't expect it and tell them you love them because loves only left at the end of the day...the end is looking closer and closer!
(insert journal into cheese file please..thanks!)
Matthew
its been busy as hell. Emails all day long, convincing promoters that we'll be there and rock the house pretty fucking hard. Street team got set up and can be found at thislovemachine.com/st.html. So far, this little project that started out small and minute has turned into this monster that is spinning my brain out of control, but i love every minute of it and cannot ever complain cause this is what i wanted. That van that we almost had, i think we are gunna try and get it again cuz now we got the ends so thats a plus. either way, we getting a fucking van and thats that. i wanna sleep in close quarters with them, not in a gay way, and not that there's anything wrong with that...
personal note, i got into cal state long beach finally and im excited. im going to be studying rhetoric which is like arguementation and debate. it's cool stuff and i get to meet a ton of new people which has its upsides. i miss my friend paul who's in new york doing an art show on the rodney king beatings. he's got a sidehawk and spits on pople, whats there nt to love about him. awesome. the old lil one is still mehh but the new lil one is giving me a definate thought as to why some people on this earth just deserve everything they ever want. my friend told me once that men are half animal and half gentlemen. i would assume in my 22 yrs on this planet that i have definately played the "i dont give a flying shit about anything and im an animal" card. but the better side of me knows that the gentleman finishes last. the constant struggle will always contribute to my ongoing fickleness...my on going fickleness is what makes my world keep spinning. i hate to love this battle....
this week, try and give a hug to someone who doesn't expect it and tell them you love them because loves only left at the end of the day...the end is looking closer and closer!
(insert journal into cheese file please..thanks!)
Matthew
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That was some really good advice at the end of your journal.
MWAH!
Take care sweets,
Jazz