thisisallwrong

nothing stays the same, or ever will. change is the inevitable cost of life. i try to change my location, i try to change myself, but in the end i don't decide change(life does.) i've gotten four more tattoo's since i was last on here, and life has hit me like a brick wall. i don't mind it so much, but only so much. i...
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Got postcards from my former selves saying: "How've you been?"


i had a crazy week vaycay in mich, visiting family and friends. spent too much money, drank too much, saw too many people that i've missed too much, fixed my car, and got my mommy back where she should be. it was good and bad all at the same time. i miss the home i...
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I will promise myself I won't care
distracting myself from your stare
and I've seen this mistake once before
with your games I will never fall for
I've hung up my guns
I won't kill again

You ask for my heart
you know that I'm down
but not the way you lie to me,
you tear it all apart and beg for me to stay...
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oh my i am completely legal

don't call it a comeback no
this witness was injured and overthrown away
this time it's the last dance so come on
by will alone we set our minds in motion

we don't like endless cycles
our take is more than meets the eye
it's our answer yeah that's our answer
'cause we don't care at all

long winded the progress oh
setback after setback...
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tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

here we lay again
on two separate beds
riding phone lines
to meet a familiar voice
and pictures drawn from memory
we...
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I'm a war, of head versus heart,
And it's always this way.
My head is weak, my heart always speaks,
Before I know what it will say.

And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU that reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breathes as I said to myself that I'd already taken too much today
As each descending peak of the LCD took you a little farther away from me
Away from...
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darkening days, lets ring around the rosie.
writings all illegible, because it's cozy.
watching the lines, going by, with dreams that pass.

transmissions lost, with a pocket full of posies.
this little piggy was lost, with all your toesies.
watching the lines, going by, white dreams that pass

static lullabies, sing to us "ashes to ashes".
freedom writes, all of this passes.
watching the lines,...
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Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head?
And does he sing to you incessantly from the space between your bed and wall?
Does he walk around all day at school with his feet inside your shoes?
Looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you.
Does he know that place below your neck that is...
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