thisisallwrong

i came across some pics, from the past few years, with all my friends, and good times. i know it's a futile point to go back and forth in my head about leaving, yet idk. i got all nostalgic for a moment, and kinda wanna go see a selected few of them. haha who would suppose leaving everything behind would be so hard? i suppose...
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And I've got you on my mind
Seems i almost always all the time
And its soft secure and fun
In the fading summer sunlight
And your hands on the wall
Off the edge of the bed say
All that needed to be said
Your body beneath me rising and sinking
We'll never leave again
This is all we are
And it's all we'll ever...
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I can't believe I didn't say this sooner
I'll just believe that I was all displaced
I'll get to speaking, let you know how I feel
I'll get to judging, make you see my appeal
(Oh Oh Oh Oh!)

No one will ever see things the way I do
No one will try
All my friends think that I'm gone
But I swear, I swear...
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this is forgiven if the uniform fits postponed at the first showing
this is the tension mold of frozen icicles and it feels like it's snowing
you speak in tongues tremors that warn us of ourselves

(walk away!)
born in hearts etched in cold at the first showing

nothing bleeds the same my travel expenses paid postponed at the first showing
this dance is out...
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They called me the man with the blood of Christ honesty
But tonight I drink with heathens and our, our finest blasphemies
In wine there's truth but in silence there's surrender
A screaming for the silence in stunned suspicious terror
Built a temple in my life and used God to seal the pillars
After twenty years of fighting young heretics and killers
I watch my...
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I dropped all of my lovers.
I stood up and screamed 'I'm in love!'

You gave it to me through the eyes, hatred.
Centuries deep and true.
I was wrong, graceless, and sick.
All of the things that I had learned had been wasted.

There was no living creature as foul as I,
and all of my poems were false.
I could feel my soul,...
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i had a brother once
he drowned in a bathtub before he had ever learned how to talk
and i don't know what his name was but my mother does
i heard her say it once, padriac my prince i have all but died from the
sheer weight of my shame. you cried but no one came and the water filled your
tiny lungs. appear,...
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It's gotten late and now i want to be alone
All of our friends were here, they all have gone home
And here i sit on the front porch watching the drunks stumble forth into the night
"you gave me a heart attack; i did not see you there. i thought you had disappeared so early away from here."
And this is the chance I...
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Do you remember how it was when you bled?
When you loved and burned in those flames that you've kept
Because Vesta's long been sleeping
Now you've come to accept that
anatomy defines more than a few of the gaping holes in our social fabric
And it defines more than a few one night stands,
more than a few prison bars melted into wedding bands...
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The day that civil glory dismembered my civility
I could have parted ribs and flesh like a different kind of Red Sea
Drowned the ancient east in western progress
Custom and the least of all our pride and sentiments
Which turned out to be the closest thing to a fashion trend
That's ever been put on trial
Which turned out to be the closest thing...
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Bite my tongue, right now the perfect time
Do anything to make her happy
Even if it means my being miserable
As long as she's loving life

I will be able to sleep at night
With a smile upon her face
I will be able to sleep at night
With a smile upon her face

Thought of a smile not being there
My inner feelings...
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