thisisalladream

"As the express train passes the local
It moves by just like a paper boat
Although it weighs a million pounds
I swear it almost seems to float
And as we pass by each other
Our heads all full of bother
We can't look, we can't stop
We can't think, we can't stop
Because we're stuck in our own paths
And it's the way it...
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"But when you're close
You look through me just like a ghost
I like sleeping
I'm only safe when I'm dreaming
I need a new heart
This one's hollow always scheming
You wait for summer
And then you wait for winter
But there's a total lack of splendor...

Throw away your crushes
All your childhood crutches away
Super brain
Never scared of nothing
Violence or...
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"It's about time that I came clean with you
I'm no longer fine, I'm no longer running smooth
I thought that I found myself under something new
Just one more line I repeat over and over again
'Till I'm blue in the face with a choking regret
Because I talk in circles 'round you on my bed
Can't say I blame you one bit when...
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after the spectacle that was last night, i just don't give a fuck about anything anymore.

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i can be a bit overly dramatic from time to time and the other night seemed to make that bubble out of me in ways i didn't even realize. there is a lot going on in my life at the moment, mostly grainy and bitter, but i'm hoping...
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"I'm just like you, peel away the layers two by two.
You're just like me, piling on the pressure three by three.
We're almost done shutting out the voices one by one.
Why do i worry, what do they think?
What is she telling her friends? i can't ignore anything.
I'm planning out my moves like my every second was graded."

it seems, as of...
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"I'm putting this night down to bed
Cause i was sitting at the bar
Hoping you're walk in the door
That says killian's red
Cause i left you a note that said
Come on out and we'll both get
Right off of our heads
And float up off the chair"

yes, same song as a few posts back but it was awfully relevant to my...
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'If you were here
Baby we'd increase the dose
There was no fear in my room
When we got close
Call me anytime
You've got a ghost
And you're the only person in the world
I feel that way about
And if you move off to the side
I'll get swept back out'

lately i have been stuck on this one particular song, when i...
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"Can you name all the bones in my body?
Can you make all the tones in my head?
What you couldn't find in books
and you've broken every spine

I could tame all the tigers in your bloodstream.
Can you lay all my ghosts in their graves?
But what you couldn't find in books
(and you've broken every spine)"

i made sure not to utter...
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after a month and a half of struggling for employment in my hometown i actually got offered a job at a little more than minimum wage and at part time. i thought, oh great.

i have been spending my weekends in Philadelphia and the rest of the week back "home." we usually leave on Tuesday and work for my best friends mother for some extra...
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