Saturday Nov 03, 2007

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The rest of David's family is out here. They're great and all, but I kind of wish I didn't have to share him right now. Last night I broke down and just started bawling on him... I really can't believe he's leaving. I only have a handful of days left with him. And then nothing for over a year. I don't know if I can handle it. frown I'm afraid that I'll forget his voice. And how he smells. And how it feels to fall asleep with him, and wake up with him.

I'm not afraid to be lonely... it's just a question of how long, how long I have to wait...
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jonnyjonnyh:
I wish I had some sort of wisdom that I could say right now that would give you hope. I'll try,

When someone is that far away from you it can definitely suck. But, every now and then you are going to realize that as you think about and love him, he's thinking about and loving you right back. That's amazing don't you think? That someone thousands of miles away can be missing and thinking of you?

Fuck teh army. Fuck it hard.
alkaholic23:
i don't think you'll forget his voice. i think you might miss it and dave will miss yours. i think you'll be writing and talking to one another more than you might think. i think your a strong lady and this will be hard on you, but i know you'll pull through. for the remaining days before his deployment, try not to stress on the day he goes, but enjoy the time you've got left with him.

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