thisbe

Do you ever feel like you've wasted your life? Like you tried so hard to do things right but at the end of the day it doesn't matter and you have nothing to show for it and no friends to talk to? And like every group that you should belong in doesn't like you or care if you disappear?

Or when you come to a crossroad and make a choice of which way to go, and then 2 years later people still won't stop telling you you made the wrong choice? And they insist that you can somehow rewind and take the other road, even though it's impossible and you just don't want to hear about it anymore.

I'm very emo lately. I don't know why. When I'm out with David or in the Springs or something I'm fine, but I get home and sit in a corner and just... rot.

I need a dramatic change.