sorrow,
sadness,
emptyness, distance.
is this the life I am condemned to?
Why does my heart hang heavy?
Why must I walk with my head hung low?
the tears that sting my eyes,
make me weary and tired.
then I cannot rest easy,
sleep escapes my hollow chest.
I want to reach out,
but I hold nothing,
I take away nothing,
I am nothing.
Who...
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sadness,
emptyness, distance.
is this the life I am condemned to?
Why does my heart hang heavy?
Why must I walk with my head hung low?
the tears that sting my eyes,
make me weary and tired.
then I cannot rest easy,
sleep escapes my hollow chest.
I want to reach out,
but I hold nothing,
I take away nothing,
I am nothing.
Who...
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So.....
My ears are still ringing from a kick-ass show last night at Beat Kitchen. I always worry about whether people are gonna turn up to shows, and as we were getting nearer to the doors opening, there were still only a few people kicking around. Then, as if by magic, while I was sweating my balls off in the bathroom in the basement (putting...
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My ears are still ringing from a kick-ass show last night at Beat Kitchen. I always worry about whether people are gonna turn up to shows, and as we were getting nearer to the doors opening, there were still only a few people kicking around. Then, as if by magic, while I was sweating my balls off in the bathroom in the basement (putting...
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cyberiouse:
the show kicked so much ass you write a much better review than i do but thats cause you kick ass me and coral loved the show and you she was so happy to meet you cause i talk about you all the time since youa re the one that got me into such awesome things as CoF, THE MISFITS, the living dead series, and now the massacres and rockabilly/psychobilly i know yuo have had some hard shit happening to you latelly but it wil and is getting better for you the band will rise liek a unstopable zombie and be one of the biggest psychobilly bands ever adn the way i see it psychobilly is a very much rising rock scene and much like how emo was a rising rock scene and has now broke and become somewhat popular psychobilly will do the same some day soon not only is it just great music but you can dance to it it has the horror edge and horror has made a good resurgence in the movie theatres latelly so one day some one will take notice and you guys will become huge well till we hang out or your next show kep kicking ass mate me and coral love ya 
cochar:
GREAT SHOW!!! Hoagy, ur fucking awesome!!!!! You're such a cool and hot guy!!! It was so great to finally meet you. Take it easy!! 
i hurt myself today,
to see if i still feel,
i focus on the pain,
the only thing that's real.
the needle tears a hole,
the old familiar sting,
try to kill it all away,
but i remember everything.
what have i become?
my sweetest friend,
everyone i know goes away in the end.
you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
i will...
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to see if i still feel,
i focus on the pain,
the only thing that's real.
the needle tears a hole,
the old familiar sting,
try to kill it all away,
but i remember everything.
what have i become?
my sweetest friend,
everyone i know goes away in the end.
you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
i will...
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cyberiouse:
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE SHOW it will kick so much ass and me and coral cochar have started dating she left her asshole of a boyfriend and we had both admitted having fealinigs for eachother and well over the weekend we hung out and decided to start going out alot of people had already said that we seemed like a couple already so its not that big of a leap but over the weekend one thing led to another.........and we ended up all neke and happy lol it happened today too lol i know to much info lol ill shutt up well she is coming with me to the show on thursday so you will get to meet her and she will get to meet one of my oldest friends and see his kick ass band she already likes the sound of in concert so it wil be a great day im planning on printing up a pic of dr chud since i dont own anything of his to get him to sign so that will have to do
lol it happened today too lol i know to much info lol ill shutt up well she is coming with me to the show on thursday so you will get to meet her and she will get to meet one of my oldest friends and see his kick ass band she already likes the sound of in concert so it wil be a great day im planning on printing up a pic of dr chud since i dont own anything of his to get him to sign so that will have to do
cyberiouse:
ok so its a good thing you warned me i kinda know the words but not 100% so im now listening to and reading "skulls" over and over and over and over to be sure i dont want to make a fool of myself on stage do i i cant wait i know you will kick ass i hope i dont ruin it lol see ya tonight oh and thats awesome about dr chud staying at your house i downladed 3 songs by him so i atleast know something outside of maybe a misfits song he may do when he comes up see ya
*wah*
I miss my girl!
*wah*
I miss my girl!
*wah*
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thirteenpumpkins:
Patience is definately the key, I know that... but still its tough when all you want to do is put your arms around her and just have that awesome feeling of being together finally. As I said, I am patient, and I know it will be soon, very soon....
Come to the show on the 25th BTW!
H
Come to the show on the 25th BTW!
H
cyberiouse:
I'll be there man sorry i couldnt go to your show over the weekend i was sick i got strep throat so i had to stay in and not get everyone sick lol but i will be there for sure and i know it will rock
gawd....
idea of a cool night in during the week....
1- T-shirt on that is 2 sizes too big...
2- fave skeleton PJs...
3- Bottle of Jager in the freezer, and some woodchuck cider in the fridge...
4-watching 'Godzilla Vs Gigan' for the sixty-trillionth time....
*still trying to perfect the Gojira impersonation....*
*screeeeeeee!*
idea of a cool night in during the week....
1- T-shirt on that is 2 sizes too big...
2- fave skeleton PJs...
3- Bottle of Jager in the freezer, and some woodchuck cider in the fridge...
4-watching 'Godzilla Vs Gigan' for the sixty-trillionth time....
*still trying to perfect the Gojira impersonation....*
*screeeeeeee!*
so, today is officially the start of the rest of my life...
invigorating, scary, hopeful, intimidating, all these things and more rolled into one. And with that, I take my first tentative steps.
Beware!
invigorating, scary, hopeful, intimidating, all these things and more rolled into one. And with that, I take my first tentative steps.
Beware!
cyberiouse:
well as i always tell you ill be here as a friend to help you through anything oh and dont forget to send me the link to all the pics i took for you at the show i want to see them
Gotta go to court tomorrow *sigh*
wish me luck.....
wish me luck.....
cyberiouse:
dude ive known you for years and i trully am sorry about everything that is going on and you will make it though this if you need to talk im here or if you just want to go out to relax and get your mind off things even at a bar fjust calll me ill be there and thank you very much for you comment on my page it meant alot you are a true friend and will be for years to come
*cough*
*hack*
Not well, I am soopa sick...which totally sucked as we started recording out album this weekend, it was a real effort to stay focused...
jeez, you could fry an egg on my back at the moment. Just got to work, will prolly go right back home shortly *cough*
*whines*
*hack*
Not well, I am soopa sick...which totally sucked as we started recording out album this weekend, it was a real effort to stay focused...
jeez, you could fry an egg on my back at the moment. Just got to work, will prolly go right back home shortly *cough*
*whines*
cyberiouse:
im so sorry you are sick mate i hope you feal better and i hope the recording went well we are all going through hard times right now but we can all be there for eachother and help eachother out and we can all come out allright stiff upper lip 
gimme a call
gimme a callOk, so I am still recovering from one helluva show on Saturday night. A midwest Psycho-fest consisting of Rigor Phallus, G-String, The Massacres (yay), The Koffin Kats and Three Blue Teardrops. Man was I drunk! fuckin' awesome night tho, and the KK's delivered a blinding set as usual! Keep up the good work you fiends!
Raw and bloody....
http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y173/Hoagy/post-4-1122193510.jpg
Raw and bloody....
http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y173/Hoagy/post-4-1122193510.jpg
cyberiouse:
I had a sick ass time to man i love your shows and that pic of you is great is it one i took? well pittsburgh was good not great but good ihope to hear from you soon wanker hahaha keep kicking it
cochar:
I LOVE that pic!! I wil try to make it to a show sometime, John told me how kick ass u guys are!!!
Hmmm, so I turned 28 on Tuesday. Boy what a great birthday I had, NOT! Fuck it, I hate birthdays anyway.
I need a car, badly. Living in the burbs is great (I don't have to deal with assholes), but when you don't have a set of wheels, well, its just a pain in the ass...
Money, what's that again?
*pfft*
Anyways, we just confirmed...
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I need a car, badly. Living in the burbs is great (I don't have to deal with assholes), but when you don't have a set of wheels, well, its just a pain in the ass...
Money, what's that again?
*pfft*
Anyways, we just confirmed...
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cyberiouse:
well you had a great show tonight fucker your shows get better and better all the time i havent seen you play in to long so it was so much fun and all the hot girls were GREAT too lol well its awesome that you have an SGaccount now too i update my journal ALL the time on here so keep alook out for it there are times were it wil change like every other day .....oh and im a cooment whoe i love em so comment me all the time lol well i gt to hit the sac got to pack tomarrow for monday ill catch up with you later ....ho and my best friedn coral(cochar on sg) is send ing you a friedn request to she is cool so its ok to aprove it too see ya man
I will let ya know aaaaall about LA as soon as I get back!
H