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thirteenpumpkins

Coventry UK - now Chicago

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Thursday Aug 18, 2005

Aug 18, 2005
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i hurt myself today,
to see if i still feel,
i focus on the pain,
the only thing that's real.
the needle tears a hole,
the old familiar sting,
try to kill it all away,
but i remember everything.
what have i become?
my sweetest friend,
everyone i know goes away in the end.
you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
i will let you down,
i will make you hurt.
i wear my crown of thorns,
on my liar's chair,
full of broken thoughts,
i cannot repair.
beneath the stain of time,
the feeling disappears,
you are someone else,
i am still right here.
what have i become?
my sweetest friend,
everyone i know,
goes away in the end.
you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
i will let you down,
i will make you hurt.
if i could start again,
a million miles away,
i would keep myself,
i would find a way...
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cyberiouse:
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE SHOW it will kick so much ass and me and coral cochar have started dating she left her asshole of a boyfriend and we had both admitted having fealinigs for eachother and well over the weekend we hung out and decided to start going out alot of people had already said that we seemed like a couple already so its not that big of a leap but over the weekend one thing led to another.........and we ended up all neke and happy smile lol it happened today too lol i know to much info lol ill shutt up well she is coming with me to the show on thursday so you will get to meet her and she will get to meet one of my oldest friends and see his kick ass band she already likes the sound of in concert so it wil be a great day im planning on printing up a pic of dr chud since i dont own anything of his to get him to sign so that will have to do
Aug 22, 2005
cyberiouse:
ok so its a good thing you warned me i kinda know the words but not 100% so im now listening to and reading "skulls" over and over and over and over to be sure i dont want to make a fool of myself on stage do i i cant wait i know you will kick ass i hope i dont ruin it lol see ya tonight oh and thats awesome about dr chud staying at your house i downladed 3 songs by him so i atleast know something outside of maybe a misfits song he may do when he comes up see ya
Aug 25, 2005

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