thinkofsomething

so, i know, i can't complain. things have been going incredibly well lately. but i'm terrible with waiting, and with everything but my car ready for my relocation to the west coast, i'm freaking out a little. by now, my sinusses are crammed with a rediculous mixture of foreign substances, and i'm not sure whether my body shutting down is going to help my state of anxiety or exacerbate it.